What I have done in 2010...

Actually theres not much...

Come to think bout there isn't anything wort writing... Haha...

LOL... Sure got something de... I didn't waste my whole year juz staring into blank space...

1st i think Im happy that I made a bunch of new friends especially during the camp back during April (or was it May? Sorry can't remember ady...)

1st time become a group leader sumore... If that was me last time I wouldn't hesitate and then turn it down...

Then had a lot of fun wif them...

Recently joined another camp with them again... And then made more friends...

Really a good gang to hang out wif... Sports or go for a movie also can...

Another really big thing is that I finally learnt how to ride a bicycle!!!

YEAH!!! Take that a**holes who keep saying its impossible for me to learn!!!

I had to admit it was quite late for me to learn it... (WTF? Quite? Ur bro learn it when he was 7!!!)

Hey... you know what they say... Better late then never!!!

I have to give credits to all the people to encourage me to do so...

Actually to say all people there is only 1 if not 2... Loen... Haha... U probably never going to read this...

Another thing is I finally made a few friends that I can truly share my secrets with without afraid it being leaked...

Although one of them is going away and I probably never going to see her in person again... SOB...

But thanks to her she made my 2010 not as dull as I expected it would be...

Im going to be okay amidst all the haters... Im contented ady...

Few days back I finally found somebody in my secondary group who I can truly talk to without being mocked...

It really is hard to store all the emotions in for 2 years without leaking it out...

But I think the dam is on the brink of bursting...

The advice she gave me is hard to digest but I'll try to take it in... And hope all the best to you too!!!

FINALLY!!! After more than a year I finally had it!!!

The wait is worth it when I had it in my palm... The sense of touching it was better than I thought...

I played with it everyday from the day I had it until now..

It really is everything I dreamed of and more...

Its my IPOD TOUCH!!!

Yeah!!! Had it in November!!!

Really worth 830!!!

And I still think its better than having an iPhone is because it has all the function an iPhone has minus the SMS and the call... For that it is 1200 cheaper!!!

I rather take my iPod and my phone along and it doesn't cost that much!!!

I LOVE iT!!! MUACKS!!!

This year is also the 1st time I had a job before...

Well it was nothing fancy... Just a part-time job as a waiter... Not to say a very good experience though...

The food was well... Enough ta make me not go back to that restaurant... EVER!!!

And that gave me a bad image of Korean cuisine...

And the next was as a helper in INTI during enrolment...

That was just for the fun of it!!! Was too bored at home... Haha... SERIOUSLY...

Finally I want to say I know I havn't been the best of what I can be in 2010... Academically or socially... I think more on socially as... well most of you knows...

I'll do my best to change my attitude and my outlook of people...

Really want to become the best I can be in the next year!!!

And Im really addicted to YouTube now... Im not lying... Really hope can minus the time on it and the time Im on Faebook!!!

SOMEBODY HELP ME IM REALLY ADDICTED TO IT!!! (HAHA... Juz kidding!!! Or am I?)

 

Friends??

Friends... Hmmm... How do you define them?
A group of people who group together by similar interest?
But if that is the case... If they cant mix together well does that group called friends too?
Then is it a group with different interest but can mix together well can consider as friends better?
Friends are group that have bonds among each other and not harm among themselves right?
Unless if one of them committed anything bad towards them... Then it is another case entirely...

OK enough introduction ady... Just something I wanted to clarify before I start...
Its just a blog what am I saying that for? Haha... I really gone crazy ady...
Just went for a trip and another camp... Before I went for both I was looking forward to the trip more thn the camp... Becoz I was going with my secondary friends to the trip instead of my other friends which I havn't met for half a year... 
Common sense tell me so as I know them better... But as always the reality is cruel...
I literally had the time of my life during the 3 days 2 night in fotang and during the camp...
Had a lot of great time and met a lot of new friends... Really cant think of anytime a had more fun than that...
Oh yeah... That was last time in Pangkor wif my INTI friends... (No offence...)

And the trip on the next week is... well... in a word... Not as good as I expected...
Most of the time was in the room and the activity they did wasn't as good as last time bcoz of the timing...
One of the activity i admit it was my bad as I duno how to ride a bike... I learning now...
And bcoz of that I have a driver!!! YAY!!!
But bcoz there was some problem of me with them so it wasn so fun compared to my last group...
Bcoz during my time with my last group I was not considered a punching bag or a pin cushion...
On the other hand I was treated like... I also dont know want to use what to describe...
Especially a few that I think they had a grudge or something against me...

A few days before the trip was very hectic...
Wednesday went to badminton with Reico, Sheng Kai and Nicholas Wong...
Really cant tahan Reico too pro ady... We are not aiming for the shuttlecock but avoiding it!!! >.<
Thursday went to watch movie with a bunch of kids... (just joking la...) one of them was my bro's classmate...
Haha... know a lot of things from her... Really had fun laughing in front of McDonalds... Like a few lunatics...


Finally I would like to state that no offence to anybody if they think they are humiliated in anyway by the words above...

Thinking...

What will you do when you are lonely?

Like when you have been engulf by a shroud of never ending darkness...

You have so much kept inside but you just don't have the right person to talk to?

There is like a sense of emptiness inside that it's just like a puzzle missing it's last piece...

Haizzzz...

What does it take to just find the right person to let it all out?

Let all the raw emotions to burst out without the listener complaining?

Loneliness?

I haven't find a right cure for it yet except to just embrace it and let it consume you...

Because thats just how I handle it... Seriously...

Someone once told me hugging makes it feel better... Really?

I asked myself cause as long as I can remember I never been hugged by anyone... Even my own mother...

Hmmm... Worth some thought thinking about it...

These few months ago I had became very sensitive towards few issues that have been otherwise immune to me...

I've been thinking what is the reason that had make me become so?

Is it that I have grown weak and feeble mentally and just can't take any of this?

Or maybe I had just released some of my secrets that few know to a certain person?

In conclusion the reason is still uncertain and to all whom my behavior had caused you misery I apologize...

I think this is a few rare time that I wrote about my emotions...

When you just have time to be alone and just think about what you have done so far you will tend to think either very dumb things or things that you usually don't care much...

I think mine is a little mix of both...

I wrote this on a bus trip...

Start of holiday... Going to be bored...

Just finished all finals for my subject this semester...
Haizzz... Really speechless for the last paper... CHEMISTRY!!!
Have I mentioned that I DON'T LIKE CHEMISTRY!!!
Luckily my coursework marks were enough for me to pass...If not... Unimaginable...
The good thing is that is the start of the long awaited holiday... And the not so good part?? Bored...

Initially today my plan was to go to book fair... But...
After I went to consult something there wasn't really any time...
So invited Sujee to go for a game of pool... My treat...
But (again)... Her relative is coming to take her to shop or do anything fun in KL... BUMMER!!!
Then went to eat and saw Ji-Zhang and chat with him for a while and started to get desperate and finding Yi Wei for pool... But... He refused... Haizzzz...
Really started to get desperate...


Then what to do for 4 hours?? Since Dr. Choong is going back at 6pm...
I went to library and mann!!! Lemme tell you its the 1st time I saw the most people in the library and the noisiest!!! (Come on la librarian!! Do your job la!!!)
I went to read magazines which i don't have the time to read before...
But... I ended up sleeping in the library and playing with my IPod!!! Zzz...
I drooled all over my IPod sumore!!! WTF!!! Luckily its not damaged... IF not T_T...
Then at last at around 5.40pm i went to Dr. Choong's office but nobody was there... WTH!!!
And he called me and said he already half way back then I said never mind la...
I just wanted to remind him to let me know if there was something i can help in the lab during holiday... Don't want to get bored... Seriously...

Back to the topic at hand... WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS??
Going to be so damn bored!!!
Planning to go to the book fair a few days later... Probably friday...
And the second week of December I have a camp coming up...
The week after that Im going for a trip to Pangkor (again) with my secondary frens (now there sumthn different...)
Only 3 EVENTS IN THE WHOLE 1 MONTH?? What am I going to do?
Haizzz... Planning to read as many novel as I can... Bought a lot of it last time... Going to buy more... Hehe...
Then maybe learn to play the piano again... Maybe...
And if can read about my next semester subjects... BIOCHEMISTRY & GENETICS...
Heard from senior its going to be very hard... Better start from now...
But the 1st thing I'm going to do is catch up the 2 episodes of TARA and TAR...
Last 2 weeks im going to have my finals so i couldn't find the time to watch it!!!
Hope CLAIRE & MICHELLE is still in TARA!!! >.<
As for TAR I juz want to see who win... Since the team I supported - TEAM JUMBA is eliminated... SAD...
Well thats my plan... Hope it won't be bored as I've said...

Finally I would want to wish all those having their SPM or STPM tomorrow all the best!!!

Hectic...

Nowadays so long didn't write blog ady...
Damn busy these days...
Especially with test last week and this week, not to mention all the constant assignments and reports...
Its driving me nuts!!! Haizz... 
But what to do?? Its degree so we must cope with it...
This week i have to do 3 lab report some more!!!
Monday I have to pass up 2 lab reports,but the saturday before I was goofing off... 
Bothered by some stupid matters... If it wasn't for that I can finish it by saturday itself...
Then I cant get it off my mind so went to watch movie alone... Watched MEGAMIND
Normally I won't watch cartoon in the cinema but since i was emotional so I made an exception...
Overall quite a good movie only it was too much a love story and the joke i think will be hard for the children to understand... But I've enjoyed it...
After that tried to call someone out but nobody's free, then go to eat char kuey teow... Lonely...
In the end rush all the report at Sunday...





Wednesday got test some more... Chemistry!!! I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!
I SUCK AT CHEMISTRY!!! (Thats not the reason...)
Read everything like its final... And still not confident after finish it... =.=
Thursday we got interview for our MCB SGD...
I havn't quite have the chance to go through what my other group member had did...
And when I did read... I already wished I didn't... It was really painstakingly hard to understand...
I should check for errors 1st before I let them pass it up... Luckily the question Dr Choong asked wasn't too hard... I think it has us being the last group and it is currently the last class...
Thursday was another round of quiz for us... This time was MCB so I was a little bit relieved... Little bit...
It was one of my favorite chapter... Immunity... I thought it was going to be easy... Or so I thought...
It was really tricky as the question was twisting and turning as they could... But I like a good challenge... Haha...

This week have spent a lot of time chatting with different people... At first I thought it will be a complete waste of time... But in the end it was quite enlightening listening to other people's stories or giving opinion...
You really can learn a lot from other just by listening...
And you can see a lot just by quietly observing people... Their character can come out by itself...
Wednesday go chat wif a secondary friend until 3.30AM... Very satisfying...
Although Im a little bit jealous of him but what's in the past had PASSED... No use grasping it...
Also Im quite happy for him... Hope he succeeds...
Before my group interview on the next day I had a brief (okay, not that brief) chat wif another college friend...
And thats my time that I show her my skill... (well its not much a skill) I think we chat for about 20 minutes or more... But time flies when you are chatting... Especially when things get interesting...
I've shown her the true picture and she agrees with me... What a surprise!!!
Thats the 1st time anybody sees eye to eye with me... (Very Happy!!)

Anyway Im going to KL tomorrow and having stomach upset... Hope it doesn't spoil my trip!!!
If everything goes well then going to post another blog tomorrow... CANT WAIT!!!

开心的星期

最近花了很多时间来谈天。。。

星期一（好像是）放学后跟讲师冲六点谈到八点半

最后还是他在我到火车站

幸亏火车早到，但是回到都已近十点了

回到家好累==

第二天又花了两个小时和淑琦谈天

很不错，学了我很多以前都不知道的事

好有趣哦，哈哈

还有说了一些话搞到我现在有一些困惑

都是因为你讲了那句话啦！！

那天突然我上次和我一起打工的朋友打电话给我

说有工作给我，要不要和他一起去做

但整体来讲它就没有说是什么工作

弄到很神秘的样子

本来说下一天出来讲的，但是因为她不得孔说一要改下一次

还在想着什么是network marketing...

她讲是这个但没多加解释 （搞什么神秘啦！！！）

今天很高兴，中学朋友突然找我谈天

说考试过后找我出来

要找到然可以，但最好不要在我考试期间

我说等在下个星期或23号过后我才得空，她说没关系

好期待哦！！ （最好那时她还记得我。。><)

反省

人的天性时不时看到人家有比自己好的东西就要呢？
如果得不到会怎样呢？
会不会有那种如果别人拿不到，就没有人可以拿到？
相信大多数的人都是这样的吧，我也不例外。。。

时常看到人家快乐的样子，我就恨不得想把他们的笑容都摘下
看到人家有好的东西，也希望会快一点坏了
看到人家的成绩好过我，就像一定要赢了他们
就算赢了也使我一个人高兴业无所谓
因为我自己知道我好过他们，我自己高兴又如何呢？

唉。。。一直以来都是以这种想法生活
时不时要改下呢？
改了又会怎样呢？我的人生是否会好一点呢？
朋友会不会多一点呢？
真是不明白，要好好认真地想一想

Stubbornness (This may make me sound like a total nerd...)

This blog I want to dedicate to one of my friend... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!
I know this is nothing big but I still wants to point something out
Can you make your view of the world a bit wider?
I mean COME ON!!! You cant just blame anything bad that happens to humans
I know mostly catastrophic disasters are caused by humans but not all are caused by humans!!!
Can you say that tsunami, earthquake or volcano eruption maybe caused by humans also?
That cannot be right? At least not now cause human present time just don't have the technology.
But come to think about it... Earthquake is actually good for the Earth!!! 
Don't judge me Im not a doom sayer or a lunatic!!! 
Why? Because like a steam cooker if the cooker does not release its pressure it will EXPLODE!!!
THIS IS REAL!!! I mean you don't want the Earth to explode right?
And the same goes for volcano eruption and tsunami...
Without earthquake (movement of tectonic plates) there won't be Himalayas!!!

Okay there are other harm that is done by human such as global warming, pollution, deforestation...
And the list goes on and on...
These are the harm caused by mankind!!! Don't go mixing it up with natural disasters!!!
And by the looks of it we are progressing (although slow) towards repairing the damage done...
We are making everything solar or wind powered... Innovation in green tech...
And I am looking at the bright side that it can be undone in time!!!
You dont need to go all end-of-the-world type or gave-up-all-hope that says the earth will die on our hands
SURE!!! The earth is going to die... But not at our hands as in 2 billion years later consumed by the sun!!!
If you are still around... Feel free to buy lots of sun tan on... I dunno... SPF 1 billion?!! XD
And even if the earth is make inhospitable by humans... It will be for another 1 or 2 century!!!

The final line is GET A GRIP OF YOURSELF MAN!!!
The world is not going to end (at least not on your lifetime) and stop telling people it is!!!
Just wanted to point this out to you... NO OFFENCE!!!

1st time!!!

Today damn rushing!!!
Class ended at 5.30PM but I go home at 6...
Got some unfinished business... ^^
Luckily today got somebody I recognized at the train station there accompany me...
If not I think I'm going to bored to death by waiting alone for almost an hour...
After reached Seremban and went home... I only managed to eat a bowl of rice then need to go fetch primary friends Jia Xin & Jia Qi to primary friends gathering (I think it had became a tradition every Friday)

The thing that scared me the most is we are gathering in a venue that I never been before
Foodtiam in S2... One of the twins say they think its a place call sumthing...(Paiseh I forgot ady ^^lll)
We almost got lost coz they say is near the City Park but I went to different direction... ZZZ.
But in the end we managed to get there... And there were only 2 person sitting there... E Hin & Chai Li
Initially the gathering was suppose to be before 6 PM... And when we reached there was almost 8.30
Luckily we went there later... If not we have to wait that long... Haha...
Then finally the usual of Mei Ting, Kok Kian, Koe Shyan & Ai Jia came...
Altogether 9 people and its suppose to be a gathering?? Come on!!!
Finally Chin Yoon came after we decided to go to the next venue...
Which was decided last minute... Lake garden... Sien...
To add matters worse the air con in my car broke down... Damn hot!!!
Reached there need to wait for them sumore... They took the long route...

Then after we reached there... Jia Xin, Jia Qi, Koe Shyan, Chai Li & I "coincidencely" need to go toilet...
So we walked towards Royal Bintang hotel and we saw them taking something from their cars...
Chai Li told us she heard them saying something about cream...
So we thouyght they were going to cream us so we escape towards the hotel...
We went to toilet and when we were planning how to escape E Hin came up so we tricked him into the toilet... And we went to lift and go explrong XP
Then Koe Shyan plan to go to his car and excape... But E Hin finally managed to got up to his car...
We told him we were going for some fresh air and he believed!!! What luck!!! Haha...'
Koe Shyan still surprised he believed... Haha...

But we finally went back coz my car was still there... And we afraid that we angered them...
And they all saw like we were retreating coz we already know something was up...
They started singing Happy Birthday... Then told us to hold the cake... And took picture

Then I decided to become the hero and just rushed towards Kok Kian and E Hin...
I could easily counter them if I wanted to but I decided not to... Coz I can easily saw the cream behind their back on their hand... And I ended up being creamed the worst... CHECK THIS OUT

DAMN!!!
I ended up smelling like I had an accident on the milk factory...
But it was fun... The other gurls got off clean though... Koe Shyan only got cream on his cheeks...
Then we all acted like we never took any pictures before and started taking alot of pictures!!!
The birthday gurls and boys!!!


One scene was really funny as Chin Yoon became the lamp post or "cake post"!!! haha

NICE~~~

The twins lenglui Jia Xin & Jia Qi...

Chai Li... Jia Jia...

The 2 fellar whop creamed me... E Hin and Kok Kian... Next time u know!!! Hmph >.<

Romantic ya?? But don't let her bf know... After kill him... Haha...

Koe Shyan still paranoid!!! Haha...

In the end I had a lot of fun because this is the 1st time anybody surprised me for my birthday (and being creamed) and 1st time anybody beside my family helped me celebrated my birthday...
Cant sleep that night bcoz too excited!!! ( and because the smell of the cream...)
We had 2 cakes one of it (Jia Qi and Jia Xin's) were finished)...
Another unfortunately was invaded by ants that if anyone (me) wanted to take it back they have to cut the middle piece where there were no ants... (I did!!! XD)
REally Delicious!!!


The cakes and the model (Ai Jia)

The cake that was finished!!!

Final Picture!!!

NICE!!! Not a retart!!!

讨厌的人!!!

真是讨厌那些多管闲事的人！！！
明明是不需要你管的事你又踩一脚进来干吗？
我他妈的在意别人的想法干吗？
我又不介意，他又不介意，你又介意什么？
说周围的人都这么想？就让他们这样想下去啦！！
别人把我们看成是怎样不是怎样啦，那是他们自己的想法
我又不可以拿枪指他们的头说不可以这样想，但他们有一个比你好的地方
他们不会无聊导说个片花来骗我，（亏我如果不是问当事人还真的信了。。。）我们又不需要你多心！！



我看你是看到我们将才妒忌吧，还要说人家是跟屁虫（火大到啊！！）
也说人家不说出口罢了。。。NAH!!!
我问她的时候他自己也很惊讶，我也知道他不会这么说
毕竟我已经和她这么走在一起一个学期了
如果人家介意我现在就不会这样了啦！！用下你的脑啦！！
亏我还认为你是有一点脑力的
连他也很惊讶这些话是从你嘴里说出口的，我们都看不出你是这样的人。。。

我不会说你是谁也不会在班上避开你。。。我不需要更多讨厌的人。。。
但是我是会记得你是这种人的

剑雨&狄仁杰

这个月已经去看了两部中文戏...两部都很不错

第一部是狄仁杰之通天帝国

进去戏院的时候已经miss了几分钟

但是开始就看到有一个人被活活烧死的那part...

就决得这部戏应该很不错

地一次看李冰冰演的戏，还有露上半身的呢 ^^

当然没露点啦!!!

这种悬疑戏很久没看了，如果以悬疑角度来讲，有点太容易猜结局了

但是它的故事来说还可以，只是地一次看狄仁杰会这么强的武功 O.0

结局也没什么特别，但不是快乐结局我就喜欢^^

戏里对我来说最好的演员是由邓超演出的白发神探--裴东来

他是有白化病的，看他样子酷酷的，但他最后牺牲死了

还有最后的不满是那部戏是广东话的，只是刘德华，刘家玲和梁家辉是原声，其他是配音>.<

另一部戏是刚刚上映的剑雨，由吴宇生执导的

这是我今年决得最好看的电影<除了Inception>

故事情节的其中一个部分很像 Mr. and Mrs. Smith 但是我却不觉得

只是在换脸的那一部分很像同样是吴宇森导演的作品--Face off

戏里面还是喜欢大S的那个角色，够癫和够变态

由其是那句"你知道为什么我杀我上一任丈夫吗?因为他不能

你不是不能，你是没有!!!"(看了的人会明白的^^)

还有一幕是她勾引郑雨盛的，真够性感!!!

令一个就是王学圻， 他在开头很有神秘感

而且他的角色还满可怜的，虽然他是反派

在过后也有很多武打场面

它的结局还好啦，因为是高兴的，我比较觉得伤心的结局较好

这部电影其实来说是没有反派的...只是个人追求自己想要的东西以及他们拿到的方法

有些人有第二个机会，有些没有，若可他们也不要这样生活

大体来说还是好看啦，至少比狄仁杰好看！！！

101010

101010...

tenth day of tenth month of the tenth year of the second millennium

seems like everybody is making quite a fuss about it

but i gotta ask... what is it that makes it so special

to me its just a coincidential sequence of number that passes every 100 years

next time it happens will be 10102110

so its not like an eclipse or Harley's comet that you can spectacle on it!!!

last time ppl are gaga over 090909 or 080808 (the latter especially for chinese if u dunno why, go ask any chinese, they'll tell you)

so what about the next one? 111111 I'll expect the same reaction from the masses...

to me it is juz overrated...

this is my opinion only... you can disagree with it...

the good thing that came out of this is that juz today i noe that chinese they are that many songs that contain the word ten in it... all thanks to the good folks at MY.FM

they broadcast songs in those category between 10AM to 10PM...

Quite interesting... The odd thing though was there were surprisingly a lot of 90s song broadcasted 2day... not that im complaining is juz tat well it is... ODD...

Half of my time today was stolen by... you've guessed it... internet...

well not particularly FB...

if anyboy have the time can check out this website...

http://verydemotivational.com

http://failblog.org/

it has tonnes of funny video and pictures...

but i gotta warn you beforehand thats its really addictive...

you can judge it by me sitting in front of my netbook from 11AM until now that its almost 6 that I've oly manage to finish 2 lab reports... (Not to brag but if it were under normal circumstances I can finish all my tasks by now)

Saying that im wasting my time watching those stupid pictures?? hey everybody needs a few laughs in their life... And this beats watching those really stupid comedy movies anytime (I mean STUPID!!!)

Wait are these both the same? Whatever...

Judge for urself ba... Here are a few...

Really can motivate me... XDD But im not sure I can resist beating that kid up...

Ok... thats about enuf of it... For more you can browse on your own...

But you have been warn...

Well I didn spend all my time watching these...( 80% namely)

Other time I watch other ppl blog... (damn im BORED!!!)

All in all... If pl were crazy bout 101010

will they react the same towards 20102010?? (wink wink)

if you dunno what it means... check my FB profile... HAHA...

无言又可悲

Haizzz.....

今天真是无言啊!!!!!

吃午饭时的无奈，图书馆里的无所事事，火车站的无聊...

因为平时一起吃饭的人不得空... ==

最无言的是有人告诉我一些不知对不对的info...

问当事人说没这回事，你说没我就当没，因为也不可做什么的...

但拜托可以把事情弄清楚才对别人说吗?

弄到人家很疑惑的... zzz...

有一件事我万万也想不到，我的MCB讲师竟然是迷星座的!!!

WALAO!!! 还是Dr 的讲师!!! 想不到!!! shock!!!

那天有抽空问他我的星座--天秤座

忧柔寡断，公平处事，会听全方面的提议

还说会很需要伴侣，这是因为他们只有在别人身上才看到自己的用处，

如果不是他们会很情绪化(emo) 很对!!!

要学在自己身上学会自己的value

唯一有点错的是说我有艺术感(完全错！！！)

巨蟹座的很好笑。。。

说现在没有和少要有伴侣的意识

但以后这意识会很强，会很desperate...

哈哈!!!完全配合我的一个朋友!!!

今天跟小学朋友去喝茶...才知道我读了这么多书还是很无知...

haizzz...很多普通常识我都不知道...堕落...

很有可能是我交的另一班朋友，现在想起他们可是可悲

只会说些无聊的事(不是说我小学的朋友)

有问到他们如何找一女朋友，或最求她们

他们却说我需要换形象，因为我现在的衣着打扮不是很好

我就想我个人用钱已经很省得了，哪里会花钱在打扮上

是不是都要付出这样的代价?

有或者是我本身和她无缘呢?

说不了解又不是，因为我还常常跟她相处

说久一点又不会太快啊，因为都差不多半年了

说要求太高又不会，普普通通罢了

就是觉得有东西隔着...haizzzz

那天还喝了几瓶酒，还可以驾车，还是不够爽

因该要更多但带不够钱，又忘了拍照

过后又round 2去tarot去中学朋友的生日

本来只是想说声生日快乐罢了，哪里知道又开始吃蛋糕了...

然后他们又开始说些无聊的话了

又我喜欢谁和谁，谁比谁好，完全是无跟据的事

我都懒得理他们，每次都说回一样的东西，他们不闷我都闷

装傻看樯壁还好，最容易的是什么都不说他们自然会停

还说我喝醉，真是可笑之极

1st week... Semester 2 Degree...

Finally... Starting of my new semester for degree...

My money from working 2 weeks during the holiday were 60% gone by now...

Was working in enrolment during the 1st few days...

Really easy job... Coz u get paid by doing practically easy jobs...

Especially on the last day when I was mostly going online... XD

During the last few days of my break I took some time to rearrange my book shelf...

And I promised myself that I would resist myself from buying any books until December...

The 1st thing I saw during my 1st day in the new semester was... guess what?

They were selling 2nd hand books in front of the bakery at INTI...

Finally I couldn't resist restrain myself & bought almost RM50 worth of books...

Haizzz... After that I barely have RM10 in my wallet... WHAT WAS I THINKING???

I can't believe I fell asleep on the 1st day of the class... Chemistry!!!

I think the reason that I was sick and tired after working half day was no excuse...

But really?? On the 1st day?? (that was the respond my friends gave me... haha)

After being taught 1 week I am a bit worried about CHM2252...

Because the lecturer only hav taught the 1st chapter!!!

We have another 12 to go in the remainding 6 weeks of class!!!

OMG!!! How are we going to make it!!! @.@

And am I the only person worrying about that??

MCB2222 was quite interesting because the lecturer was quite a funny person...

And the thing I didn't expect was anybody to remember my hat wearing days...

Especially a lecturer in the degree level... Haizzzz...

All in all...

I was quite happy to meet a few of my friends...

Such as Sujee, Ji-Zhang and Yi Wei to name a few...

And something very interesting happened on the Thursday class of MCB...

Haha... At least it is for me than for the person concerned... (please don't ask me who...)

Really learn a lot from that... Haha...

有够不幸。。。

两天前真的有够不幸运咯!!!

在红灯也可以车被撞的。。。(AST附近那边，靠近T2的路口)

而且还是给巴士撞!!!

撞到我bumper和boot都坏了，幸亏驾回家的时候没掉下。。。

巴士却什么都没有伤

那个驾巴士的跟我讲以为我要走了

喂。。。大佬。。。你puasa傻了啊?

前面车走着我怎样过?

幸好他有写他的电话，名字和IC号码给我。。。

然后又要去警察局报案。。。

麻烦到!!! >.<

然后第二天又要来申请他的调查结果

酱我就没话可说因为第一天是过了office hour，所以第二天又来

最顶不顺的是。。。第三天。。。

问了保险公司过后要怎样?

他说等报告。。。就打电话问警局，他说要填form。。。

我说昨天那个clerk又没有讲。。。

他说要就一定要填form。。。最后还是特地去S2

问他几时可以拿到?

他竟然说。。。27/9!!!

现在3/9他要我月尾才可以拿车去修理!!!

walao 他讲因为马来人过年，我真是给他扎到!!!

现在我要等到那天拿车去修理才可以驾。。。

我的假期就这样完了。。。

而且还不是我的错。。。我是给人家撞的T_T

给我那么多麻烦。。。我真是不幸。。。

HOLIDAY STARTED!!!

Finally my holiday started already!!! WOHOO!!!

After 15 weeks of gruelling 1st sem of degree... Its finally that long awaited holiday...

But 6 weeks is a little too long if you ask me...

The last paper today was a little disappointing

I just studied the past year papers and didn really rely on her tips

Haizzz... Ended up wasting 20++ marks and thr goes my A for this subject...

But overall the final was OK... For my standard bcoz i really studied like hell for it...

But that doesn apply for maths which I dunno whether I can pass anot... (hope I can ><)

Today was the last day of my 1st sem so I have to settle a personal matter...

It has kept me very depressed for these past weeks

(okay I admit Im a little emotional but can u blame me?)

Lemme fill u in on the details... Imagine this...

You are thinking about the boring 1 month long holiday...

(this happened a few weeks past long before the holiday btw...)

So you go find one of the fren who accompany you to holiday at the last sem (not going to mention name here... Im going to get hammered later if I do...)

I ask her any plans for the holiday she say no without hesitation...

Thn after a week I saw her again and I joined her along with a fren in the bakery...

The fren ask any plans for holiday... Guess what she says... YES!!! (of all the nerves!!)

Thn I just said I want in also... but she say cant... bcoz oly 1 space left...

And the next thing really shocked me... SHE ASKED THE FREN BESIDE ME!!!

I was really speechless thn bcoz im under de impression that im not wanted...

So i juz said I hav sumthn to do n left... Its really depressing u noe... What will u feel if u were in my shoes?? T__T

I finally have given myself a closure by telling it to the "fren"

And its really up to her whether she wanted to tell her...

After tat it really gave me a sign of relieve... And I felt sad no more...(at least for the moment...)

Haizzz... I dun get to c her for another month... Abit down...

Admit that I got abit feeling towards her... But sad I cant go out wif her as planned... Haizzz

But hope in holiday I can still keep in touch wif her...

Thinking back my 1st sem degree really meet a few of new good frens...

Ji-Zhang and Sujee among others...

But really got other ppl but too many to mention... haha (no offense...)

Today went to watch EXPENDABLES... IT WAS REALLY AWESOME!!!

And I finally knew what the trailer meant by a mangasm... coz i juz had 1... lol

Damn alot of actions... Your head c an really explode form the awesomeness!!!

The only thing is that I thought Steve Austin going to initiate the STUNNER!!!

But he did manage to chokeslam a whole lot of ppl including sylvester stallone and randy couture

Really everybody who thinks he is a man shud go watch this movie!!!

At least thats wat most of the review said...

WOW!!! I've written so much!!! @.@

4 weeks didn touch my blog... of coz alot to write... haha

Thats all for now... Until next time... Im Tiny... And this is my life...

Beacon of light

Thank you very much!!!

It really makes me happy after what you have said to me...

Although I know it is all in my head and it is impossible...

Thanks for at least giving me hope

Maybe you thought that its nothing you have done

But it gave me a little bit of happiness even though u don't know it

Thanks for making me your backup or no. 2

It really is the thought that counts

Its just like a match fire in a whole sea of darkness

I don't know how long it will last

But I will cherish every moment of it... Thinking bout it

Please don't take me as a freak or some weirdo...

Its just that I appreciate what you think bout me

All in all... Really thank you!!!

搞不清

喜欢上一个人是什么感觉的呢?

我还是搞不清楚。。。@@

是不是看到你的对象就算可以陪她多一分钟都要呢?

还是时不时有空隙的时间都会要去找她呢?

也觉得跟她走在一起比较多了
我发现最近真的时时对她有这种感觉

就是不知该如何形容

但这就所谓的喜欢上一个人吗?

唉。。。真是很乱。。。

Degree week 7... Self Reflection...

Almost half of the degree have past and Im still very doubtful before today.
Im always thinking whether Biotechnology is really for me?
I've already sat for 3 test in the past 2 weeks.
Chemistry, Mathematics and Sociology
During Chemistry while doing the 1st few questions I was really confident
then it happened... I saw a question that's familiar
it was completely the same from the textbook!!!
and the lecturer said he wont take any question from that part!!!
after that any question from there on i was just shocked...
and my test result everyone can guess it... FAIL!!!
a big fat fail that's staring into my face!!!
the few days that followed I was damn depressed!!!
I keep going around and blaming on that lecturer!!!
While some of my friends share my opinion...
But some simply critisize that it was my mistake and I shouldn't blame on others...
Their word shocked me to the core...
After that I did some self reflecting as my Sociology lecturer would said.
I was so shocked by my F that I couldn't even concentrate on my following tests
until to the radical point I keep thinking whether I'm on the right path
Whether am I really cut out to be in this course.
Until last Sunday I just on my typical studying for the coming MCB(Molecular Cell and Biology) test 1...
While reading I really searched back the curiousity I once has as a kid...
At Monday I even didn't bother to swim as I always does before 10am class
But I simply went to INTI to study (really took me some time to think thru)
After studying for 4 hours in the library and listening to Biotechnology class (this is the 1st time I didn't fell asleep... Haha)
The class was quite interesting...
Then after when I sat for the test it wasn't as hard as I imagined...
But I still have a few question that I really wasnt't sure (not to boast)
I've learnt that although I can't really be good in calculation subjects such as MAthematics and Chemistry I will try my best and just be done with it.
All I need to do now is just put more effort on it coz I failed test 1...Sob...
And that means less facebook time in the future... Haizzz...

多么痛的领悟

这个星期真的是有够特别的
只可以说是很有趣...
在图书馆读了六个小时为了一个小小的quiz...
quiz最难最难给对我来说也是填充吧
真没想到一拿到那张纸的时问题模式竟然是...
比填充还更容易得选择题！！！@@
第二项还有更够力的!!
大家相比万万也想不到foundation级的问题会问到是非题吧...
就是看到这只那个题目我后悔花了六个钟温习
最好是拍回来时不要我自己也做了粗心的错误吧

我筹备了四个礼拜的那一天终于来了
我所organise的小学gathering那天终于来了!!!
很遗憾的是我所邀请的八个人中只有两个人出席
真是悲剧啊!!!
但是信号我们的队长伟庭又帮我邀请多几个人
很不爽的是他竟然比我邀请的人还多
很多小学朋友的改变都不会很大
只有一个我是半信半疑到底是不是他
就是李皓延
（如果你读着这里真的是非常对不起因为起初真的认不出你...）
有些瘦了，有些肥了，有些高了，没有是矮的（你是认为我会这样说的吧...)，当然有些变美了啦
有些得了一些坏习惯但我们是不介意的因为没人是完美的吧
边吃边说边笑，竟然还拍照起来！！
当然还是拍了很多张（请到面子书去看）
吃完火锅又去喝茶，真是好玩
要分开时竟然说依依不舍但是一定会有下次的嘛!!!
我一向来做好人当然也在一些朋友回他们的家
（对嘉欣和嘉琪：对吗？哈哈）

下一天有人提议说我那天的玩笑开得很绝...
我个人却不觉得啊
他后来经过很漫长的解释后我才领悟到
并不是我的笑话而是我所说的话
而是对别人的约定是要守着的，不然的话别人是很难再相信你的
部可以拿忘记来做借口
他还劝我改次在社会上这样可是不行的
这我当然不知嘛，我还没踏足与社会
他说看在朋友上会原谅我，劝我好好改过吧
我领悟了我会尽力改的，毕竟江山易改本性难移嘛
给我一点时间吧
下次会令你看到成绩的

这个拜五又出去和他们喝茶了

真是叫人迫不及待!!!

Very Paiseh!!!

Haizzz...
Really speechless towards myself today...
let other people know very paiseh...
yesterday leh... read physic for 2 hours oso still dun understand...
(SIR U REALLY NOT JOKING!!!)
thn yesterday suddenly have the mood to read chm so study lo...
read until half chp 2 oly...
den today gt the shock of my life...
(actually oso not such a big shock la... but quite paiseh lo...)
whn i enter the train my fren ask me study Chm ady anot...
thn i 傻头傻脑 ask thm y nid study lo...
they say 2day gt test!!!
WTF??!!
gt test?? my calender i marked thursday wo...
so i still half believe him n started reading on de train...

whn i reached INTI de 1sty class was Chm so I asked all my classmate...
really paiseh...
oly now i noe i cant seperate TUESDAY & THURSDAY!!!
luckily i hav time to study 2day if nt 后果不堪设想...
n i manage 2 do all so consider vry lucky ady lo...
BIO test postpone ady so go home can watch ROYAL RUMBLE!!! YAY!!!
Vry vry silly mistake!!!

ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!!!

walao!!!

very long time write my blog ady!!!

rotting liao!!!

haizzzz....

last time completely forgot about it ady le...

don't know want to write what ady...

What about what I done lately??

Change my style lo...

The hat thats have been on top of my head for 35 weeks??

(Yup I've been counting down the days... hehe...)

Its already found a new home thats not on my head...

haizzzz... a little bit emotional when I decided not to wear it

but its for the best... at least for me...

Also influence to change style by the same guy who pursue me to wear hat the 1st time, Mr L

Today had lunch with him 1st time

very fun!!!

(If you don't know you can personally ask me...)

1st time wear the polo shirt lo...

And its belong to my 5 years younger brother sumore...

(Very proud of my physique now...

FINALLY CAN WEAR MY BRO'S SHIRT!!! HAHAHA!!!)

Mr L say not bad so i took his word for it...

Im planning to change my hairstyle since there's nothing on top of my hair anymore...

Haizzzz... sad again...

Waiting for my friend to take me to a barber...

My hair is counting on him le...

Think by next week I'll looked better...

(at least compare with the last time... ^^ )

WISH ME LUCK IN GETTING A NEW LOOK!!!

AND TO MY BELOVED HAT!!!

FORGET YOU I WON'T!!!