Almost half of the degree have past and Im still very doubtful before today.
Im always thinking whether Biotechnology is really for me?
I've already sat for 3 test in the past 2 weeks.
Chemistry, Mathematics and Sociology
During Chemistry while doing the 1st few questions I was really confident
then it happened... I saw a question that's familiar
it was completely the same from the textbook!!!
and the lecturer said he wont take any question from that part!!!
after that any question from there on i was just shocked...
and my test result everyone can guess it... FAIL!!!
a big fat fail that's staring into my face!!!
the few days that followed I was damn depressed!!!
I keep going around and blaming on that lecturer!!!
While some of my friends share my opinion...
But some simply critisize that it was my mistake and I shouldn't blame on others...
Their word shocked me to the core...
After that I did some self reflecting as my Sociology lecturer would said.
I was so shocked by my F that I couldn't even concentrate on my following tests
until to the radical point I keep thinking whether I'm on the right path
Whether am I really cut out to be in this course.
Until last Sunday I just on my typical studying for the coming MCB(Molecular Cell and Biology) test 1...
While reading I really searched back the curiousity I once has as a kid...
At Monday I even didn't bother to swim as I always does before 10am class
But I simply went to INTI to study (really took me some time to think thru)
After studying for 4 hours in the library and listening to Biotechnology class (this is the 1st time I didn't fell asleep... Haha)
The class was quite interesting...
Then after when I sat for the test it wasn't as hard as I imagined...
But I still have a few question that I really wasnt't sure (not to boast)
I've learnt that although I can't really be good in calculation subjects such as MAthematics and Chemistry I will try my best and just be done with it.
All I need to do now is just put more effort on it coz I failed test 1...Sob...
And that means less facebook time in the future... Haizzz...
