Really did a lot of thinking this week...
Mostly because by the conversation of my external supervisor with her students (including me)...
About what we should expect if we would want to continue our future in the research field as the pay won't be high even after long period working and that if we wanted high paying job should really reconsider our career options...
Especially guys who are sensitive towards how much they make and will it hurt their ego if they are compared in the future among their peers...
The truth is for the moment now I'm still interested and contented with what I'm doing and not so particular about the pay... But maybe I'm still getting ahead my myself without even having a paying job at the first place... But at the moment I'm still ok with that...
Another thing is that... Well today I was teased because I was lacking initiative... Well at least towards somebody else other than me...
The thing is when I was helping myself to getting a chair to sit after a long experiment, they were having thought that I was going to take it for the other girls present there... But alas it wasn't...
Then she gave me a lecture as to if I wanted to have a girlfriend I should be more considerate about others other than myself... BUT... but... I have nothing to say at that moment...
But I'm not experienced with such things before so I have no slightest idea to do so... But I'm still learning in the process... So I think its still some improvement??
I really need to think about what I'm doing... DONT WANT TO BE FOREVER ALONE!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!
