tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60525693418042464162024-03-12T19:15:30.336-07:00TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSION (孤单小子的神奇世界)孤单不一定是不好的,因为可以使一个人更坚强,面对更大的黑暗,孤单的另一面肯定运量着幸福,在那之前就现在这徘徊吧!欢迎来到我的孤单边界!!TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.comBlogger48125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-4110177759501124122012-11-26T10:12:00.001-08:002012-11-26T10:12:18.922-08:00信任... (trust)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
继续上吃我喝醉的一些醉话里...<br />
在我车上的一些人又听到我所对一个人的告白<br />
但当时我也迷迷糊糊所以也不大记得那么多东西...<br />
但是下一天让我吓一跳的事情是... 你们竟然去告诉那个人!!!<br />
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为什么?为什么要去告诉她??<br />
我到现在都不明白但是你们却说应该时要那样做的...<br />
我真的是想当场晕倒<br />
让我当时想到几尴尬... 都觉得要避免她...<br />
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但在我问她的时候...<br />
他却说没有人跟她说过任何事情,我当时呆住了...<br />
到底是谁整了我...<br />
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如果是你们说谎的原因我只想到一个<br />
就是要凑合我们<br />
如果是你说谎的原因,我却一个也想不到...<br />
为什么呢?<br />
只是有或没罢了嘛...<br />
但我还是拿不定主意谁对谁错...<br />
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唉... 真是烦...</div>
TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-12129168600505442212012-11-26T09:40:00.000-08:002012-11-26T09:40:06.752-08:00忏悔... (repent)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
两天前发生的事,我也不知到底是好还是坏...<br />
酒后吐真言相信很多人都听过吧...<br />
但是有些真话是不可以说出来的<br />
或者不应该再不适合的任何不适合的地点说的<br />
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我是人了那时候我真的是醉了,而且还给大家献丑...<br />
我也不知为什么会一下喝这么多<br />
解闷?释放压力?还是只是纯粹的想把自己灌醉?<br />
说真的我自己也不知道...<br />
但是就是觉得自己最了比清醒的时候爽...<br />
我是不是有病呢?<br />
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当我醉的时候真的是你要说什么做什么都可以...<br />
当时真的是麻烦各位了,我知道这样很不负责任...<br />
但还是感谢大家当时的关照<br />
尤其是我倒在地上时候大家还帮忙扶起我<br />
还有我不想上车而挣扎的时候,肯定是下了很大的功夫吧<br />
毕竟我也不是力气小的人...<br />
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但让我最在意是我在车上所说的话,因为那部分我已经不大记得了...<br />
我只记得我为了下车继续喝酒而一直说的话<br />
但我最伤人的话我既然是从人家的口中跟我说我才记得<br />
我的人是以但对一些东西有兴趣就会穷追不舍的,当我不清醒时也是...<br />
但那时候不同的是我回控制不了我说的话而不会有所忌惮...<br />
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我知道我所说的话伤害了你而且羞辱了你...<br />
指正你一些有的没的,还可能破坏你名声的事<br />
我也希望当时你会掴我一巴掌,我也愿意因为那些话不应该被说出的<br />
你当时也不用回答但是你说你也回答了,我也无话可说<br />
当我从你的口中知道我所说过的话我真的后悔万分<br />
我想用一种方法来补偿但是我觉得还是不够<br />
因为车上听到那种讯息的人不是都会不说出口的<br />
我相信多数都会但不是完全会...<br />
真是不该让他上我车<br />
但... 现在说什么都一切太迟了<br />
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我面值丢了没关系... <b><span style="color: red;">但我只希望你会原谅我... 拜托...</span></b><br />
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TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-53987652326690606412012-11-01T09:43:00.000-07:002012-11-02T09:44:30.792-07:00Some random thinking...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Really did a lot of thinking this week...<br />
Mostly because by the conversation of my external supervisor with her students (including me)...<br />
About what we should expect if we would want to continue our future in the research field as the pay won't be high even after long period working and that if we wanted high paying job should really reconsider our career options...<br />
Especially guys who are sensitive towards how much they make and will it hurt their ego if they are compared in the future among their peers...<br />
The truth is for the moment now I'm still interested and contented with what I'm doing and not so particular about the pay... But maybe I'm still getting ahead my myself without even having a paying job at the first place... But at the moment I'm still ok with that...<br />
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Another thing is that... Well today I was teased because I was lacking initiative... Well at least towards somebody else other than me...<br />
The thing is when I was helping myself to getting a chair to sit after a long experiment, they were having thought that I was going to take it for the other girls present there... But alas it wasn't...<br />
Then she gave me a lecture as to if I wanted to have a girlfriend I should be more considerate about others other than myself... BUT... but... I have nothing to say at that moment...<br />
But I'm not experienced with such things before so I have no slightest idea to do so... But I'm still learning in the process... So I think its still some improvement??<br />
I really need to think about what I'm doing... DONT WANT TO BE FOREVER ALONE!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!!</div>
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So it was my 21st birthday a few days ago... And truthfully I don't think its as good as most people say it is...<br />
To me its really just a number and a typical day, but not to say that I don't appreciate the people that help me celebrate it but its just happy for the moment and after that it just feel empty...<br />
My ideal way of spending it was to just go to some nearby beach and walk along the sand while listen to the waves hitting the sand and feeling the wind blowing on my face... Either with somebody special (don't have anybody apart my mother) or alone and left with my thoughts...<br />
Or just sit there by the seaside at night with a good book and just enjoy the moment...<br />
But truthfully, it may be one of my most worse days...<br />
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First I woke up 9 something and just drive all the way to KL just to pass up a form regarding a run on some place in the town that I never even heard of furthermore been to... But luckily I still have GPS to guide me...<br />
Fortunately I reached there without getting lost...<br />
Then my friend only realized that she forgot to bring the transfer slip to prove that we already paid the fee for the run and I'd be a liar to say that i wasn't mad with her but it wasn't her fault entirely...<br />
And it was very jam in the city area, I'm having a stomach ache and with the hot weather and all... IT REALLY COULD GET TO A PERSON'S NERVE...<br />
I was holding it very hard inside not to burst my temper as I do not want other people to see my bad side...<br />
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We went around KL trying to find a bank that can print out the statement but unfortunately no bank was open on a Saturday...<br />
Furthermore we had some arguments as to how to go to the band by walking or driving and we showed our worse sides to each other... I think both wasn't very proud of that... But we got through it without much awkwardness...<br />
In the end we channeled our anger to somewhere else which is the workers of the registration as they reject our plea to pay it first hand and request for a refund for the previous transaction which is beneficial to both parties...<br />
But i think with such experience we get to know better about each other... Good or bad...<br />
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Other incident was much of a blessing rather than an unfortunate event...<br />
My car had a problem which is it was leaking petroleum without me knowing until on that day as i was fetching my family and got the sudden urge to pump my tire's air...<br />
I notice something weird as there was some liquid flowing under my car and upon closer inspection it was petroleum... Luckily it was only leaking when the engine was running so I had no choice but to drive my mother's car... Although it was just bought recently but I still prefer my old car...<br />
Its an indescribable relationship I guess... XD<br />
Thinking that if I didn't pump air on that day I would have driving that car all the way to KL and it might have exploded!!!<br />
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Well that was how my 21st birthday was spent... It was somewhat unfortunate but it was certainly memorable...<br />
All in all I wouldn't have it any other way as I get to spend time with the people I enjoy being around with given the experience is enjoyable or not...<br />
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Also special thanks to my labmate and my housemate for helping me celebrate my birthday!!! Really had a surprising and great time!!! Wish can spend time with you all longer!!!<br />
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Somehow I'm back to writing here again... Its been a while since something happen that discourage me to writing things here, but... What the heck, I'll give it another try and ignore those critics...<br />
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Recently I seem to hear a lot of people around me having some kind of relationship problem, but me being curious went to enquire more information from them...<br />
Most of them were my female friends but they seem to have the similar issue...<br />
Post breakup depression or wondering whether they should just patch up and give it another go...<br />
Its really not my authority to direct them in any direction but all I can do is just offer them an advice...<br />
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If people really wan a serious relationship with you, you wont be having this problem in the 1st place<br />
And the truth is no matter how many tears you shed or how badly you treat yourself they aren't going to feel anything if they just don't want you in their future anymore...<br />
I know its hard letting go just that you both had a long history, but people don't see you with them in their own version of future but you are still draining your life force away and thinking that maybe... JUST MAYBE... you both can be together again...<br />
They already chosen another path... Involved in another person's life and you are already a past that's keep on reminiscing the good 'ol days... It ain't going to do you any good!!!<br />
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My advice is to just move on... Try to forget it... Coz even if they came back for you, you will be treated like a replacement and it wont last long... its just an illusion...<br />
Stop the stalking, stop the hope that everything in the end will turn out okay and stop the hating...<br />
JUST FORGET IT!!!<br />
Move on... Your whole life is ahead of you... Don't waste it on senseless things...<br />
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And stop saying you are stupid... Nobody never makes mistakes in their life but the difference is whether you pick yourself up and learn something from it or you are doomed to repeat it again...<br />
Just take it as an experience learning and stop saying you are STUPID!!!<br />
We fail, we cry but by the end of the day we brush ourselves off and walk away because we know that we survive it and thats all that matters...<br />
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So... STOP THE TEARS... BECAUSE A SMILE IS MORE BEAUTIFUL...<br />
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TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-90815075441846622502011-12-21T21:26:00.000-08:002011-12-21T21:26:05.122-08:00Reflection for Semester 5... (More negative...)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
Wow... This semester pass by really fast... 17 weeks just gone like that...<br />
But truthfully this is the most hectic semester ever in terms of academic and other factors... Very stressful as well both physically and mentally but more on the latter part...<br />
Working with incompetent people and incompetent lecturers but there are some part that was wrong on my part too...<br />
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Video presentation for a measly 3% worth the time of 2 weeks to finish?? Worth it? You be the judge...<br />
And the other reasons was the group member... Because I was the last to choose a group so I had no choice but to mix with the incompetent group...<br />
First draft rejected... But I'm over that... Second draft I leave it to them...<br />
But the outcome of it was not as bad as I suspected and I was just glad that the presentation was done...<br />
GOOD RIDDENCE!!!<br />
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Another was the presentation for Critical Thinking class which was worth 30% (Now that's worth the time!!!)<br />
Out of photo essay and video I've chosen photo essay... I'm fed up with video... Hmph!!!<br />
And needless to say it was actually a solo work from me although it was a group project...<br />
My 2 other group members was from the previous video group as well...<br />
I take the trouble myself and go around my neighborhood to take pictures along with help from my mother and brother... Actually they appeared in the photos... And the title I've chosen was suicide...<br />
The story was quite ordinary but it was an original from me...<br />
But I will post the video and I had a very enjoyable time both making and editing it...<br />
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I was the chairperson for Life Science Club this term so I have to think of some activities next year if not the club really like a dead club... Haizzz...</div>
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Furthermore the Exhibition week will be on the 2nd week after new semester starts... Don't know how... </div>
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This semester break is only 3 weeks... Don't know to say its too long or too short...</div>
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Planned to read my novels, tidy my book shelf, learn to format my netbook and perhaps if there are still time read up on tarot card reading...</div>
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But now after 2 days of holiday I've already finish with one of the tasks... Formatting my netbook..</div>
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Then everyday I will go for exercise alternating between swimming and jogging...</div>
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But most of the day still watch either movies or dramas from my PC and reading my novels...</div>
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Going to PD to celebrate Christmas with my friends this coming Christmas eve.. Can't wait...</div>
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<br /></div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-29487104072052283542011-11-25T08:36:00.001-08:002011-12-04T00:51:16.093-08:00Video presentation... Unpleasant one...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">This week seemed to be a breeze at first...<br />
Must finish video for MIC by wednesday and at the same time finish studying test for IMM on thursday...<br />
But things does not always go how it supposed to be...<br />
There will be always some ... RANDOM FACTORS...<br />
For instance I was planning to finish it by Tuesday but that was very last minute so one of the member was not in campus so I let it slide since it was my fault...<br />
And I was thinking I might miss the poster presentation since I need to use the time slot to make the video...<br />
But as luck has it... I found a 4 hour empty period of time in the Wednesday timetable... So nice!!!<br />
And to top it up... The previous class have half an hour more to spare!!!<br />
Surprisingly we managed to finish the video in the half hour without even using the 4 hour period...<br />
So I can used it to finish my study for the upcoming test... What could be better??<br />
I could go watch the whole poster presentation that's what...<br />
I managed to finish editing my video by 2am at night and I was glad it was all done...<br />
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The next day I decided not to go to class and just skip it...<br />
So in the end I just came from 8am in the morning just to study all the way to 4pm...<br />
Then as luck may have it... Some bad news struck me hard... Ruined my entire day... Until I had no mood to study anymore...<br />
Had to retake the whole damn video again as somebody can't take misdiagnosis as creativity... Scared it might confuse students... Figures...<br />
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Then I gave up on re-editing it and just pass it to my other group member even until to the point of giving up n just let her use the 1st draft...<br />
But somehow my other group member showed more enthusiast then I give them credit for... I just found a video for them and ask them to edit it and they did just that... And at the last minute as well...<br />
And I just found out that I suck at doing things last minute... Don't know is it a good thing...<br />
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Then on the day of the video presentation as luck would have it... I WAS THE FIRST GROUP PRESENTING!!! FFFFFFUUUUUUU!!!!<br />
I was practically trembling before we presented... Luckily when I saw their result with editing the video wad not that bad and all the question they throw at us we managed to answer it... Well mostly... XP<br />
But the best thing was... We was not the worse as I saw much worse products... That really made my day...<br />
In the end luckily I was done with it...<br />
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The truth is... I don't know whether I want to work with the same people as a group again... <br />
Don't know is it their fault or I just can't work well with them...<br />
Really need to think this through... <br />
Maybe later... Coz final is just around the corner... Around 2more weeks to go... Haizzz...<br />
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Fate is a cruel mistress... Or should I say luck??<br />
Never did know the difference between the two and never did really bother...<br />
Never did really believed in those things...<br />
Just a matter of probabilities... Just the matter of whether it favors you or not...<br />
If yes you probably have a better life than other and if not... Hey, just your luck... XD<br />
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Of all the 7 billion people in the world (yes the population of homo sapiens in the world had just reach a whooping 7 billion so better buckle up cause its going to be a tight squeeze...) the opposite sex that I had interest with is the most unlikely one...<br />
The one that had everything opposite with me...<br />
Smarter than me, better personality than me, thinner than me, better at sports than me and the list goes on...<br />
I always wondered why I had a "thing" for people older than me...<br />
Is it because I like it that way or does age doesn't matter to me?<br />
Some may like those girls that are young and cute and have a very funny personality...<br />
Or busty type, small type, thin type, model type or whatever type it is...<br />
All I can say is that no matter what their appearances looks like, as long as they are understanding then I will have interest towards them...<br />
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Of all the girls that I had admired, liked or until the extend to confessed to them I can tell you there are people telling me that why the hell do you like those kind of girls?? What do you look in them?<br />
All I can say is beauty is not skin deep... Yes is undeniable that it gives the first impression but do you really want a girl who has a supermodel physique but acts like a bitch??<br />
I know I don't...<br />
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I don't know how long I can keep this up and I know it is not meant to be...<br />
But I want to be close to you as long as I can and that's all I asked for...</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-7353143080360415582011-07-15T09:34:00.000-07:002011-07-15T20:51:01.718-07:00In the Driver's Seat<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Had a very meaningful chat today with somebody I might even call a friend...<br />
I was an emotionally stricken person and I think that's obvious enough but I chose to conceal it instead of letting it pour out like most of the people. In my own opinion <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">(AGAIN I STRESS!!! MY OWN OPINION!!!)</span></b> I think is a little childish because raw emotions are just being blurted out which normally without the consent or concern for other people's well being...<br />
But at times that is just what we needed to make our self felt at ease...<br />
After all we are only humans... Creature made of flesh and blood where we put ourself on the priority mostly because it is hardwired in our mind since the dawn of our ancestors... But this is <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">NOT THE POINT</span></b> here...<br />
<br />
To observe a person's true character and natural attitude it is advisable to observe from afar instead of participating in it and take judgement there as most of the time you will be swept into it and become one yourself...<br />
Not to say it's a bad thing depending which kind of people you surround yourself with and your outlook towards them<b> <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">(MY OWN OPINION!!!)</span></b> But your judgement will be more clear if you are not involved directly...<br />
People are also animals (just a figure of speech) who crave for compassion and sometimes even to the point of going to your own principle or even harming themselves... They just can give anything instead of being alone...<br />
And those who have the courage of being something different are being labelled as outcast or being alienated by them and to me those are the person who really have the courage to change and make a difference in themselves...<br />
Those who stay with other for the sake of companionship and reluctant to change because they are in fear... Fear of being alone... But that's normal as who in the world don't have fear? Nothing's wrong with that and if there are people out there who do not have fear those are the people who's have something wrong...<br />
<br />
We all have fears while some may have more than others but if you have the initiative to change and make a difference in your life and stand up for yourself then you are conquering a fear one way or another...<br />
And I salute you for that...<br />
So what if you lost your companionship? Their view is different and so that's that and you can't change their perception coz that's who they are...<br />
However you can continue to befriend them if you accept you for who you are or just withdraw yourself...<br />
There are people who can accept you for whoever you are in this world and you can take them as friends...<br />
You don't have to change yourself just for the sake of being liked by others and who are them to ask you to change anyway? <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">(unless you are willing to do so then please ignore the last sentence...)</span></b><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><br />
<br />
YOU ARE THE CAPTAIN OF YOUR OWN LIFE!!!</span></b><br />
With friends like that who needs enemies??<br />
The point is make a change for yourself and not for the sake of others (again unless you are unwilling to and that's entirely up to you...)<br />
<br />
</span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">PS: all the above are entirely my own opinion and not directed to anybody... I apologize in advance if you felt offended... It is not to be taken in if they are unwilling... Just speaking out </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'trebuchet ms', verdana, arial, sans-serif; font-size: x-small;">my mind...</span></span></b>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-6825817825605009052011-06-26T02:16:00.000-07:002011-06-26T03:46:03.509-07:00Update on 4th Semester... (part 1)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">My current semester is a short semester... So it will be more packed although only 2 subjects...<br />
Biochemistry 2 (Sigh...) and Genetics 2 (okay lo...)<br />
Time table's normal except the fact that there is only 2 hours class on Tuesday... 9-11 only...<br />
Cant they move it to other day and make it no class that day? Very troublesome for me just to go there for 2 freakin hours...<br />
At least this time the lab journals were better than my last short semester as one group only produces one journal... my workload decreased 2-4 folds...<br />
Lab partner for both was May Xian aka Kiam aka Lynn...<br />
<br />
Really nothing much this semester thus far... Except that...<br />
Could see that the ugly side of some people... Such as people spilling their beans about other people in front of me... Really cant resist these guys... In order to get on the good side of people they can take advantage by using the secrets their friends entrusted them with... Disgusted by it...<br />
If you really can't keep a secret better don't tell the guy who told you that you can...<br />
You think you may have gained the interest of the person you told it to... But if the person is really smart they will take cautious of you instead of being more friend with you...<br />
<br />
Next is something from last semester... Really had no regrets helping a lecturer with her workshop...<br />
First it was really interesting although that was not my 1st time doing Restriction Enzyme Digestion...<br />
Second manage to make a few friends on the way... Students from a girl school in Melaka... Think it was called SMK Infant Jesus or something... Sorry if I get it wrong...<br />
Knew a Tweeter fanatic and a Belieber (although I'm not a big fan of him...)<br />
Quite a nice person to chat with and very fun person...<br />
Really nice still can communicate with her but I seldom use Tweeter now... ; (<br />
But I'm sure we will chat soon... XD<br />
<br />
The tension seems to be escalating between me and somebody until to the brink of... Well I don't know what's the appropriate word to put it...<br />
At first it was just the silent treatment where I don't mind her business and she don't mind mine...<br />
But once in a while she still approach me to ask something... I still have the decency to answer her...<br />
After a while she started deeming me as untrustworthy and those of cheating other people...<br />
Then things starts to get nasty... Where we started to argue (would be an understatement...) in front of the whole BBTEI... I don't think the lecturer was there... Was he??<br />
Then we started argue once every time we make any kind of communication...<br />
My friend said you must not respond to anything she said if you are a gentleman...<br />
HELL NO... That ain't a gentleman... That's a quitter... Just because I'm a guy and she's a she I have to let her win?? That's sexism...<br />
<br />
Well that's all the update for the 1st part of this semester... Hope the next half will be better...</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-25366564944867072212011-05-01T22:31:00.000-07:002011-05-07T11:04:38.951-07:00Haizzz...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Hmmm... Seems like there is a lot of people out there... Who like to stuck their noses on other people's business... Really hate <b>keh poh people</b>...<br />
Well a very good example will be my previous post...<br />
I don't mind if you comment on it if you do know me or let me know your identity...<br />
Or at least don't just make an account out at the instant u saw my post and just want to comment on it...<br />
And worse yet there are some people that have nothing better to do then to waste their time and imitate other people's name and talk trash about it...<br />
<br />
Well seems that one good had come out from it and I wanted to thank them...<br />
They thought me that I don't need to be affected by everybody and <b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">I AM MY OWN SELF</span></b>...<br />
My world doesn't revolve around them so f**k off...<br />
And oh yeah... Whatever you say can't affect me... You make me think more positive...<br />
Stick and stone may break my bone... But your criticism?? Hell... I can't think of something less affecting then them...<br />
My world does not revolve around you... Maybe some people but definitely not <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>YOU</b></span>!!!<br />
How I think is my choice... If your advice is any good I'll accept it but don't expect me to accept everything... I'll been down that road...<br />
Whatever criticism I will accept it as long as it doesn't sound so harsh and vulgar and rude...<br />
<br />
Please do not think Im mentioning you if you are not involved in this... Don't be so sensitive... This may not involve you...</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-80183451313760197112011-04-13T21:29:00.000-07:002011-04-19T09:46:49.890-07:00Reality...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Hmmm...<br />
Really learnt something this week...<br />
There is nothing in this world that you do you can get back 100%<br />
That is just naive thinking for little children...<br />
I was too blinded or emotionally shook to realize that...<br />
<br />
When people do approach you...<br />
Most of the time they only want to get something from you...<br />
Or want to take advantage of you...<br />
There is no such people that find you with no intention of themselves gaining something...<br />
I learnt that the hard way...<br />
The silent maiden who spoke only with the intention something of you...<br />
<br />
There is no real friends...<br />
And the phrase friends forever is for fools...<br />
Its really just a matter of time before they truly betray you...<br />
By that time it will be too late and you will be shook to your core...<br />
Then the true nature will be seen thru and it will be the ugliest thing u ever see...<br />
There's nothing more sinister than a person who cares nothing but its own benefit...</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-63173300873094316262011-04-05T20:50:00.000-07:002011-04-19T09:27:49.960-07:00Farewell...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">I REALLY REALLY HATE IT!!!<br />
Really hate those people who want to stick their nose up other people's business<br />
And the worse part is they don't even know what's going on!!!<br />
They pretend they do and just accuse anybody they hate that the person is wrong...<br />
They don't even have the decency to go and check and their stubbornness prevents them from the truth...<br />
<br />
At first you think your so called "advice" is any use to me?<br />
Isolating me from my other friends...<br />
Just that you don't like them does not mean that I have to follow in your footsteps and hate them too!!!<br />
You have to learn that not everybody in this world can follow to every word you say...<br />
I think the only person is your soulmate... if he is unfortunate enough...<br />
<br />
It's just a different way where people communicate... And they think its a quarrel...<br />
They just think that most of the time they are correct but... REALITY CHECK!!! They are not...<br />
And they think they can use something as pity as friendship to intimidate me...<br />
Well with friends like these... Who needs enemies?<br />
All I need to say is its hardly been a pleasure knowing you...<br />
And the misery that you had caused me you don't even realize...<br />
<br />
I'm better off alone... Your words have brought me nothing but emotional stress...<br />
Goodbye to you...<br />
<br />
</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-66985749722580412192011-03-31T01:18:00.000-07:002011-03-31T01:18:01.188-07:00A message to my current self...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Things had really got out of hand for me...<br />
I should have paid more attention to the signals...<br />
But who am I to blame...<br />
Maybe I'm a little stubborn...<br />
Ignore it and just bear with the consequences...<br />
How hard could it be? Well as I had found out now... REAL HARD!!!<br />
If I could just heed the advice of others and stop and think for a while...<br />
Just don't go rushing at it...<br />
Maybe you can see a clearer picture...<br />
Instead of just rushing at it and wanting to hear or think what you want to think...<br />
That is very selfish of me and at the end of the day the only casualty is me...<br />
Just reconsider for a while...<br />
Not to say give up completely...<br />
You are an educated person... Don't go around like a savage...<br />
Didn't you get that lesson already before?<br />
One little mistake of all or nothing has made matters from bad to worse before...<br />
The experiment had been wrong... Stop dwelling around or crying over spill milk...<br />
Think of way to improve it, make a discussion... or better yet... Design another one...<br />
With now you really have nothing to loose...<br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">REALLY STOP AND THINK FOR ONE F**KING WHILE DAMNIT!</span></b>!!<br />
<br />
<br />
But deep inside I know its simply too easy to say and too hard to do...<br />
I'm in too deep and reluctant to let go...<br />
Its always going to end with a no...<br />
Its a destined end for the show...</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-4928606404162365872011-03-27T17:15:00.000-07:002011-03-30T09:47:13.111-07:00Saturday night outing...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Saturday was planning to go out for a movie for a long time...<br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">SUCKER PUNCH!!! Hell Yeah!!!</span></b><br />
Been waiting for a long time to watch this movie since the trailer came out...<br />
Really a great movie!!! Although the plot was not good enough but the crazy graphic made up for it...<br />
The ending was especially nice... Combination of the song with th ending almost made me cry...<br />
The movie cost me RM12... I had one complementary coupon but because it was a new movie so it cannnot be used... Damn expensive but in the end the movie was worth it... ^^<br />
<br />
Was in a hurry in the beginning as the movie started 6.30 but i left my house at around 5.30...<br />
Luckily there was a parking near the loading platform at Jusco...<br />
But because I forgot to turn my car before parking... Getiing the car out would be a pain in the ass...<br />
It took me almost 15 minutes just to reverse my car out of the spot...<br />
<br />
One of the reason I would spend my Saturday to watch movie is due to SUCKER PUNCH... I had been anticipating this Zack Snyder's piece of art for a long time...<br />
Another was to attend the yum cha by winson and jia hong... But in the end it was cancelled due to Winson's tiredness... TMD<br />
<br />
In the end I went to eat Chow Kuey Teow... Alone..<br />
But dont know why everytime I saw the young girl there I will not feel emo... I wonder...<br />
Was quite emo at that time when thinking about something... And someone...<br />
The way I think that she is evading me... Like Im some kind of monster or abomination always make me sad...<br />
Another thing is about the presentation stuff... Made me quite emotional... Haizzz...<br />
But after my meal I think that my troubles had declined abit... Haha...<br />
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Well here's a poster of SUCKER PUNCH... ENJOY!!!<br />
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If you don't stand for anything, you'll fall for everything - Wise Man (Sucker Punch... Where else??)<br />
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</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-8489987970655196702011-03-25T00:49:00.000-07:002011-03-30T10:09:56.370-07:00Next time should really think 1st... But... Is it really my fault?<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Having my poster presentation today... 1st time we are doing it...<br />
Well the term poster is just a fancy name for a single piece of slideshow... LOL<br />
This is the 1st time that I actually didn't involve in making the poster...<br />
I think I didn't involve in doing anything at all except went and ask the lecturer how it should be done...<br />
Seriously need to thanks my group members Jing Yi, Chloe and Becky!!!<br />
Really sorry I didn't do anything!!! Hope I can repay you next time if we are in the same group again!!! XD<br />
<br />
Frankly speaking I never had a real look at the poster being that there were a test earlier in the morning... And I spent all my time in studying GEN... LOL...<br />
In the end I just did 80% of my part... wait... 70% of my part were reading... And the rest... Well I cracked a few jokes but whether did it worked? I had to leave that to the audiences... But they don't seem to amused to me...<br />
<br />
Really annoyed when I was used as an example for somebody else's part...<br />
It was like critisizing me but with positive results... I think in a way I'm popular in class now... XD<br />
Stupid XXY... Keep using me as example and critisizing me afterwards...<br />
<br />
But the thing that caught most of my attention was during Tze Xin, Debra and Bei Ru's presentation...<br />
I think their group I paid most of the attention...<br />
But at the end I ask question to Tze Xin... And her reaction was...<br />
Lets just say we were looking into each other's eyes... Not the romantic type but more of the... Dazing type...<br />
Then she said she don't know how to answer but actually she already answer in her presentation.<br />
In the end she accused me of ruining her presentation by asking that question...<br />
She started getting furious at me and then just walked away...<br />
But after that she just walked away saying she forgive me... WTH?? Mood swings?<br />
I accompanied her back halfway and she said she wasn't mad anymore but who in the world know whether is that the truth...<br />
<br />
Later I chat with my other friend he said that it was her fault don't know how to answer...<br />
And some more wanted to blame on other people...<br />
But that time I also don't know what am I suppose to think about...<br />
Because my question was also quite complex...<br />
Is it my fault or hers? In the end undecided...<br />
<br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">In the end I just want to state that I'm really sorry and wished that you really forgive me...</span></b></div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-8260751902184989802011-02-20T09:57:00.000-08:002011-02-20T09:57:01.962-08:00My no. 23...<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Hmmm... I've been friend with you for a few years ady...<br />
And the impression you gave me is... Well... Unpleasant...<br />
Thats the most least offensive words I can come up with... I've been keeping everything inside me...<br />
Well its no secret how I felt towards you... At least a few know it and a handful can see it...<br />
You humiliated me... Mocked me... Laughed at me and make lots of jokes using me...<br />
Have you ever considered how I felt? Well as a matter of fact YOU DO!!!<br />
"He won't mind de la... He is used to it ady..."<br />
Thats almost always your excuse... I didn't even have any say in it either...<br />
Why? Cause if I offend you I offend the whole gang...<br />
You had the whole gang under your arms... For the greater good I resist...<br />
<br />
When a few months ago I heard that you were going away I bet I was the happiest to heard about it...<br />
Just imagining all the bad memories and all the things u said about me were going to be a thing of the past couldn't had made me any happier...<br />
I admit that there was a time that you going away were not good enough for me that I even curse you...<br />
Thinking about it now still make me happy a little...<br />
<br />
But up to a few weeks ago your attitude towards me suddenly changed 180 degrees!!!<br />
Saying that whatever you said to me before were just playing... They were just harmless teasing...<br />
And I were still treated as your friend as I was always invited to your gatherings and activities...<br />
To me your harmless teasing were like arrows having a collision course to my heart... And I think there is barely any room for more arrows...<br />
So I just take it as your senseless pleading so that at least when you leave you still have a good reputation from me... But I can assure your efforts are all futile...<br />
To me I still didn't feel anything as I thought it must be temporary, another trick or hormonal imbalance...<br />
Then a really close friend of mine told me that you were advised by a few people to go easy on me but Im still not convinced so Im not buying it...<br />
Up until a few weeks ago the hurting words decreased and you said your pleadings an dew times more so I was a bit convinced...<br />
But don't get me wrong I am still happy that you are leaving...<br />
<br />
<br />
The moment the feeling of hatred towards you greatly diminished is when I receive the package you sent...<br />
It was nothing much but after I asked who received it a I was a bit shocked...<br />
Mostly because the person I had least expected to received it you sent it and the person I had most expected didn't receive it...<br />
So my outlooked for you is a bit brighter now...<br />
and your advice for me I shall cherish it...<br />
<br />
I doubt anybody will figure out who I am talking about but in the end I wish you all the best...<br />
But is that from my heart? That is for me to know and for everybody else to find out...<br />
<br />
</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-83099675391275026882011-02-07T21:06:00.000-08:002011-02-11T08:55:47.078-08:00CNY 2011 Part 1 (just to sum things up...)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Had a really awesome CNY!!! Maybe the best thus far!!!<br />
With the face that this is the only year that I won a lot of greens... Haha<br />
First day was a blast!!! Crazy with my Primary school gang... Yeah...<br />
1st stop was Jovial's house... Like last time but this time I don't need to wait in the car for like an hour...<br />
Then start gambling for a while then headed to Joise's house which was on the far side of Kepayang...<br />
Really far then we waited at Templer there sumore for them to fetch her 1st... But 1 year once so Im not complaining... And Im not alone in the car so wont be bored... Haha... Pity Kylie...<br />
Then continue gamble at Joise's house... Really don't know she gambled?? (surprised...)<br />
After that went to Jackee's house which was at another side of S2... (didn know alot of my primary friends live around that area... @@)<br />
We went there just to chat for a while then E Hin invited her girlfriend out to join us... Think begging was the word... Haha... jkjk<br />
Then the whole gang went to fetch her again and try guessing where she lives?? Yes!!! S2!!!<br />
After that we went to Kok Kian's house which was in Dusun Setia there...<br />
Because it was the 1st day of Chinese New Year?? so I had to go n visit the paternal side of my family... Sien...<br />
I juz went to Kok Kian's house for 15 minutes tops then quickly rush to my grandma's house which was luckily nearby and wait for my mom and bro to arrive... (damn hectic!!!)<br />
After I "stayed" for about 1 hour or a little more I went to dinner at Lucky... At Permai there<br />
We celebrated Joise's birthday and I almost got drunk by gulping down a whole glass of whiskey... Almost...<br />
Amazingly I still can drive to Hao Yan's house at Permai... I am that good... (self praising again...)<br />
After that we went to my place again to gamble sumore which we were constantly interrupted by the annoying fireworks next door... Jackee's car alarm always went off...<br />
Then we went to E Hin's girlfriend's house all the way in S2 to gamble sumore... Along with my brother which tagged along... In the end the 1st day I won 40 bucks... Yeah!!! Thats the most I won like forever!!!<br />
Really the best CNY for me thus far!!! ^^<br />
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The next day was kinda dull for me...<br />
Coz all of my friends was quite busy in the day so I have to occupy myself by watching the Royal Rumble which had a very shocking finish!!!<br />
At around noon I went to visit my maternal grandmother...<br />
Which most of the time there I was just occupying myself with my iPod and watching 14 Blades on TV... Bored...<br />
We left at about 7 sumthn as I need to go Hui Nee's house...<br />
But before that I had to fetch Yi Cheng which has completely forgotten about it... Zzz<br />
I reached there about 8.30 when I was thought I was late but Im actually the 1st??<br />
In the end Winson, Yun Ying, Wen Yee, Jia Hong, Nelson, Kiu Leong, Zhang Roong & Xin Yi arrived...<br />
We gambled until 10 sumthn then went to A&W to eat...<br />
I think I drunk 4 or 5 cans of Tiger at Hui Nee's house before I left so I insisted I didn drive...<br />
Luckily I didn!!! There was a roadblock on the streets!!! Damn lucky!!!<br />
After that wen went to Xin Yi's house and gamble until 1 sumthn in the morning!!!<br />
Then the next day the adventure continues... (more on part 2...)</div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-69502182171218865662010-12-25T20:11:00.000-08:002011-01-04T09:42:42.887-08:00What I have done in 2010...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">Actually theres not much...</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">Come to think bout there isn't anything wort writing... Haha...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #ffd966;">LOL... Sure got something de... I didn't waste my whole year juz staring into blank space...</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">1st i think Im happy that I made a bunch of new friends especially during the camp back during April (or was it May? Sorry can't remember ady...)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">1st time become a group leader sumore... If that was me last time I wouldn't hesitate and then turn it down...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Then had a lot of fun wif them...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Recently joined another camp with them again... And then made more friends...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Really a good gang to hang out wif... Sports or go for a movie also can...</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Another really big thing is that I finally learnt how to ride a bicycle!!!</span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">YEAH!!! Take that a**holes who keep saying its impossible for me to learn!!!</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I had to admit it was quite late for me to learn it... (WTF? Quite? Ur bro learn it when he was 7!!!)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Hey... you know what they say... Better late then never!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I have to give credits to all the people to encourage me to do so...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Actually to say all people there is only 1 if not 2... Loen... Haha... U probably never going to read this...</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Another thing is I finally made a few friends that I can truly share my secrets with without afraid it being leaked...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Although one of them is going away and I probably never going to see her in person again... SOB...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">But thanks to her she made my 2010 not as dull as I expected it would be...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Im going to be okay amidst all the haters... Im contented ady...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Few days back I finally found somebody in my secondary group who I can truly talk to without being mocked...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">It really is hard to store all the emotions in for 2 years without leaking it out...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">But I think the dam is on the brink of bursting...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">The advice she gave me is hard to digest but I'll try to take it in... And hope all the best to you too!!!</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">FINALLY!!! After more than a year I finally had it!!!</span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">The wait is worth it when I had it in my palm... The sense of touching it was better than I thought...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">I played with it everyday from the day I had it until now..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">It really is everything I dreamed of and more...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Its my IPOD TOUCH!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Yeah!!! Had it in November!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Really worth 830!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">And I still think its better than having an iPhone is because it has all the function an iPhone has minus the SMS and the call... For that it is 1200 cheaper!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">I rather take my iPod and my phone along and it doesn't cost that much!!!</span></div><div><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">I LOVE iT!!! MUACKS!!!</span></b></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">This year is also the 1st time I had a job before...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">Well it was nothing fancy... Just a part-time job as a waiter... Not to say a very good experience though...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">The food was well... Enough ta make me not go back to that restaurant... EVER!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">And that gave me a bad image of Korean cuisine...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">And the next was as a helper in INTI during enrolment...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #76a5af;">That was just for the fun of it!!! Was too bored at home... Haha... SERIOUSLY...</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a2c4c9;">Finally I want to say I know I havn't been the best of what I can be in 2010... Academically or socially... I think more on socially as... well most of you knows...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a2c4c9;">I'll do my best to change my attitude and my outlook of people...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a2c4c9;">Really want to become the best I can be in the next year!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a2c4c9;">And Im really addicted to YouTube now... Im not lying... Really hope can minus the time on it and the time Im on Faebook!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>SOMEBODY HELP ME IM REALLY ADDICTED TO IT!!! (HAHA... Juz kidding!!! Or am I?)</b></span></div><div> </div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-90507533464933308972010-12-20T22:19:00.000-08:002011-01-02T06:27:55.702-08:00Friends??<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>Friends... Hmmm... How do you define them?</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">A group of people who group together by similar interest?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">But if that is the case... If they cant mix together well does that group called friends too?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Then is it a group with different interest but can mix together well can consider as friends better?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Friends are group that have bonds among each other and not harm among themselves right?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: orange;">Unless if one of them committed anything bad towards them... Then it is another case entirely...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">OK enough introduction ady... Just something I wanted to clarify before I start...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Its just a blog what am I saying that for? Haha... I really gone crazy ady...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Just went for a trip and another camp... Before I went for both I was looking forward to the trip more thn the camp... Becoz I was going with my secondary friends to the trip instead of my other friends which I havn't met for half a year... </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Common sense tell me so as I know them better... But as always the reality is cruel...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">I literally had the time of my life during the 3 days 2 night in fotang and during the camp...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Had a lot of great time and met a lot of new friends... Really cant think of anytime a had more fun than that...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: blue;">Oh yeah... That was last time in Pangkor wif my INTI friends... (No offence...)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">And the trip on the next week is... well... in a word... Not as good as I expected...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Most of the time was in the room and the activity they did wasn't as good as last time bcoz of the timing...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">One of the activity i admit it was my bad as I duno how to ride a bike... I learning now...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">And bcoz of that I have a driver!!! YAY!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">But bcoz there was some problem of me with them so it wasn so fun compared to my last group...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Bcoz during my time with my last group I was not considered a punching bag or a pin cushion...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">On the other hand I was treated like... I also dont know want to use what to describe...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">Especially a few that I think they had a grudge or something against me...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">A few days before the trip was very hectic...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Wednesday went to badminton with Reico, Sheng Kai and Nicholas Wong...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Really cant tahan Reico too pro ady... We are not aiming for the shuttlecock but avoiding it!!! >.<</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Thursday went to watch movie with a bunch of kids... (just joking la...) one of them was my bro's classmate...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #674ea7;">Haha... know a lot of things from her... Really had fun laughing in front of McDonalds... Like a few lunatics...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>Finally I would like to state that no offence to anybody if they think they are humiliated in anyway by the words above...</b></span>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-37831694301564755202010-11-29T17:37:00.000-08:002010-12-27T05:54:49.261-08:00Thinking...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">What will you do when you are lonely?</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Like when you have been engulf by a shroud of never ending darkness...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">You have so much kept inside but you just don't have the right person to talk to?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">There is like a sense of emptiness inside that it's just like a puzzle missing it's last piece...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Haizzzz...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">What does it take to just find the right person to let it all out?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #a64d79;">Let all the raw emotions to burst out without the listener complaining?</span></div><div><br />
</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Loneliness?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">I haven't find a right cure for it yet except to just embrace it and let it consume you...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Because thats just how I handle it... Seriously...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Someone once told me hugging makes it feel better... Really?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">I asked myself cause as long as I can remember I never been hugged by anyone... Even my own mother...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Hmmm... Worth some thought thinking about it...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">These few months ago I had became very sensitive towards few issues that have been otherwise immune to me...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">I've been thinking what is the reason that had make me become so?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Is it that I have grown weak and feeble mentally and just can't take any of this?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">Or maybe I had just released some of my secrets that few know to a certain person?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">In conclusion the reason is still uncertain and to all whom my behavior had caused you misery I apologize...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">I think this is a few rare time that I wrote about my emotions...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">When you just have time to be alone and just think about what you have done so far you will tend to think either very dumb things or things that you usually don't care much...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">I think mine is a little mix of both...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6fa8dc;">I wrote this on a bus trip...</span></div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-18110795203295966242010-11-23T20:34:00.000-08:002010-11-25T09:20:54.892-08:00Start of holiday... Going to be bored...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Just finished all finals for my subject this semester...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Haizzz... Really speechless for the last paper... CHEMISTRY!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Have I mentioned that </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">I DON'T LIKE CHEMISTRY!!!</span></b><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">Luckily my coursework marks were enough for me to pass...If not... Unimaginable...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #741b47;">The good thing is that is the start of the long awaited holiday... And the not so good part?? Bored...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Initially today my plan was to go to book fair... But...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">After I went to consult something there wasn't really any time...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">So invited Sujee to go for a game of pool... My treat...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">But (again)... Her relative is coming to take her to shop or do anything fun in KL... <b>BUMMER!!!</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Then went to eat and saw Ji-Zhang and chat with him for a while and started to get desperate and finding Yi Wei for pool... But... He refused... Haizzzz...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;">Really started to get desperate...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Then what to do for 4 hours?? Since Dr. Choong is going back at 6pm...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I went to library and mann!!! Lemme tell you its the 1st time I saw the most people in the library and the noisiest!!! (Come on la librarian!! Do your job la!!!)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I went to read magazines which i don't have the time to read before...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">But... I ended up sleeping in the library and playing with my IPod!!! Zzz...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I drooled all over my IPod sumore!!! WTF!!! Luckily its not damaged... IF not T_T...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">Then at last at around 5.40pm i went to Dr. Choong's office but nobody was there... WTH!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">And he called me and said he already half way back then I said never mind la...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #b45f06;">I just wanted to remind him to let me know if there was something i can help in the lab during holiday... Don't want to get bored... Seriously...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Back to the topic at hand... </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IN THE HOLIDAYS??</span></b><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Going to be so damn bored!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Planning to go to the book fair a few days later... Probably friday...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">And the second week of December I have a camp coming up...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">The week after that Im going for a trip to Pangkor (again) with my secondary frens (now there sumthn different...)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Only </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">3 EVENTS IN THE WHOLE 1 MONTH??</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> What am I going to do?</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Haizzz... Planning to read as many novel as I can... Bought a lot of it last time... Going to buy more... Hehe...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Then maybe learn to play the piano again... Maybe...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">And if can read about my next semester subjects... BIOCHEMISTRY & GENETICS...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Heard from senior its going to be very hard... Better start from now...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">But the 1st thing I'm going to do is catch up the 2 episodes of TARA and TAR...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Last 2 weeks im going to have my finals so i couldn't find the time to watch it!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Hope </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">CLAIRE & MICHELLE</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> is still in TARA!!! >.<</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">As for TAR I juz want to see who win... Since the team I supported - </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>TEAM JUMBA</b></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;"> is eliminated... SAD...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #134f5c;">Well thats my plan... Hope it won't be bored as I've said...</span><br />
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<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">Finally I would want to wish all those having their SPM or STPM tomorrow all the best!!!</span></b>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-74166302068519670502010-11-12T20:29:00.000-08:002010-11-14T07:24:36.395-08:00Hectic...<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Nowadays so long didn't write blog ady...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Damn busy these days...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Especially with test last week and this week, not to mention all the constant assignments and reports...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Its driving me nuts!!! Haizz... </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">But what to do?? Its degree so we must cope with it...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">This week i have to do 3 lab report some more!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Monday I have to pass up 2 lab reports,but the saturday before I was goofing off... </span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Bothered by some stupid matters... If it wasn't for that I can finish it by saturday itself...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Then I cant get it off my mind so went to watch movie alone... Watched </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #cc0000;"><b>MEGAMIND</b></span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Normally I won't watch cartoon in the cinema but since i was emotional so I made an exception...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">Overall quite a good movie only it was too much a love story and the joke i think will be hard for the children to understand... But I've enjoyed it...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">After that tried to call someone out but nobody's free, then go to eat char kuey teow... Lonely...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #351c75;">In the end rush all the report at Sunday...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Wednesday got test some more... Chemistry!!! </span><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">I HATE CHEMISTRY!!!</span></b><br />
<b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">I SUCK AT CHEMISTRY!!!</span></b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;"> (Thats not the reason...)</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Read everything like its final... And still not confident after finish it... =.=</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Thursday we got interview for our MCB SGD...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">I havn't quite have the chance to go through what my other group member had did...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">And when I did read... I already wished I didn't... It was really painstakingly hard to understand...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">I should check for errors 1st before I let them pass it up... Luckily the question Dr Choong asked wasn't too hard... I think it has us being the last group and it is currently the last class...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">Thursday was another round of quiz for us... This time was MCB so I was a little bit relieved... Little bit...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">It was one of my favorite chapter... Immunity... I thought it was going to be easy... Or so I thought...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #6aa84f;">It was really tricky as the question was twisting and turning as they could... But I like a good challenge... Haha...</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">This week have spent a lot of time chatting with different people... At first I thought it will be a complete waste of time... But in the end it was quite enlightening listening to other people's stories or giving opinion...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">You really can learn a lot from other just by listening...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And you can see a lot just by quietly observing people... Their character can come out by itself...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Wednesday go chat wif a secondary friend until 3.30AM... Very satisfying...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Although Im a little bit jealous of him but what's in the past had <span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: yellow;"><b>PASSED</b></span>... No use grasping it...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Also Im quite happy for him... Hope he succeeds...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Before my group interview on the next day I had a brief (okay, not that brief) chat wif another college friend...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">And thats my time that I show her my skill... (well its not much a skill) I think we chat for about 20 minutes or more... But time flies when you are chatting... Especially when things get interesting...</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">I've shown her the true picture and she agrees with me... What a surprise!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e69138;">Thats the 1st time anybody sees eye to eye with me... (Very Happy!!)</span><br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">Anyway Im going to KL tomorrow and having stomach upset... Hope it doesn't spoil my trip!!!</span><br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #45818e;">If everything goes well then going to post another blog tomorrow... </span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>CANT WAIT!!!</b></span>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-1576636263633457192010-10-29T15:34:00.000-07:002010-10-30T01:37:41.292-07:00开心的星期<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">最近花了很多时间来谈天。。。</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">星期一(好像是)放学后跟讲师冲六点谈到八点半</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">最后还是他在我到火车站</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">幸亏火车早到,但是回到都已近十点了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">回到家好累==</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">第二天又花了两个小时和淑琦谈天</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">很不错,学了我很多以前都不知道的事</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">好有趣哦,哈哈</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">还有说了一些话搞到我现在有一些困惑</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;">都是因为你讲了那句话啦!!</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">那天突然我上次和我一起打工的朋友打电话给我</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">说有工作给我,要不要和他一起去做</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">但整体来讲它就没有说是什么工作</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">弄到很神秘的样子</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">本来说下一天出来讲的,但是因为她不得孔说一要改下一次</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">还在想着什么是network marketing...</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">她讲是这个但没多加解释 <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>(搞什么神秘啦!!!)</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><br />
</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">今天很高兴,中学朋友突然找我谈天</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">说考试过后找我出来</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">要找到然可以,但最好不要在我考试期间</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">我说等在下个星期或23号过后我才得空,她说没关系</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;">好期待哦!! <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: red;"><b>(最好那时她还记得我。。><)</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial;"><br />
</span></div>TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6052569341804246416.post-31208455411581197072010-10-26T21:21:00.000-07:002010-10-29T21:22:03.354-07:00反省人的天性时不时看到人家有比自己好的东西就要呢?<br />
如果得不到会怎样呢?<br />
会不会有那种如果别人拿不到,就没有人可以拿到?<br />
相信大多数的人都是这样的吧,我也不例外。。。<br />
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时常看到人家快乐的样子,我就恨不得想把他们的笑容都摘下<br />
看到人家有好的东西,也希望会快一点坏了<br />
看到人家的成绩好过我,就像一定要赢了他们<br />
就算赢了也使我一个人高兴业无所谓<br />
因为我自己知道我好过他们,我自己高兴又如何呢?<br />
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唉。。。一直以来都是以这种想法生活<br />
时不时要改下呢?<br />
改了又会怎样呢?我的人生是否会好一点呢?<br />
朋友会不会多一点呢?<br />
真是不明白,要好好认真地想一想TINY'S HAPPY ILLUSIONhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00463577145251241073noreply@blogger.com0