My no. 23...

Hmmm... I've been friend with you for a few years ady...
And the impression you gave me is... Well... Unpleasant...
Thats the most least offensive words I can come up with... I've been keeping everything inside me...
Well its no secret how I felt towards you... At least a few know it and a handful can see it...
You humiliated me... Mocked me... Laughed at me and make lots of jokes using me...
Have you ever considered how I felt? Well as a matter of fact YOU DO!!!
"He won't mind de la... He is used to it ady..."
Thats almost always your excuse... I didn't even have any say in it either...
Why? Cause if I offend you I offend the whole gang...
You had the whole gang under your arms... For the greater good I resist...

When a few months ago I heard that you were going away I bet I was the happiest to heard about it...
Just imagining all the bad memories and all the things u said about me were going to be a thing of the past couldn't had made me any happier...
I admit that there was a time that you going away were not good enough for me that I even curse you...
Thinking about it now still make me happy a little...

But up to a few weeks ago your attitude towards me suddenly changed 180 degrees!!!
Saying that whatever you said to me before were just playing... They were just harmless teasing...
And I were still treated as your friend as I was always invited to your gatherings and activities...
To me your harmless teasing were like arrows having a collision course to my heart... And I think there is barely any room for more arrows...
So I just take it as your senseless pleading so that at least when you leave you still have a good reputation from me... But I can assure your efforts are all futile...
To me I still didn't feel anything as I thought it must be temporary, another trick or hormonal imbalance...
Then a really close friend of mine told me that you were advised by a few people to go easy on me but Im still not convinced so Im  not buying it...
Up until a few weeks ago the hurting words decreased and you said your pleadings an dew times more so I was a bit convinced...
But don't get me wrong I am still happy that you are leaving...


The moment the feeling of hatred towards you greatly diminished is when I receive the package you sent...
It was nothing much but after I asked who received it a I was a bit shocked...
Mostly because the person I had least expected to received it you sent it and the person I had most expected didn't receive it...
So my outlooked for you is a bit brighter now...
and your advice for me I shall cherish it...

I doubt anybody will figure out who I am talking about but in the end I wish you all the best...
But is that from my heart? That is for me to know and for everybody else to find out...

CNY 2011 Part 1 (just to sum things up...)

Had a really awesome CNY!!! Maybe the best thus far!!!
With the face that this is the only year that I won a lot of greens... Haha
First day was a blast!!! Crazy with my Primary school gang... Yeah...
1st stop was Jovial's house... Like last time but this time I don't need to wait in the car for like an hour...
Then start gambling for a while then headed to Joise's house which was on the far side of Kepayang...
Really far then we waited at Templer there sumore for them to fetch her 1st... But 1 year once so Im not complaining... And Im not alone in the car so wont be bored... Haha... Pity Kylie...
Then continue gamble at Joise's house... Really don't know she gambled?? (surprised...)
After that went to Jackee's house which was at another side of S2... (didn know alot of my primary friends live around that area... @@)
We went there just to chat for a while then E Hin invited her girlfriend out to join us... Think begging was the word... Haha... jkjk
Then the whole gang went to fetch her again and try guessing where she lives?? Yes!!! S2!!!
After that we went to Kok Kian's house which was in Dusun Setia there...
Because it was the 1st day of Chinese New Year?? so I had to go n visit the paternal side of my family... Sien...
I juz went to Kok Kian's house for 15 minutes tops then quickly rush to my grandma's house which was luckily nearby and wait for my mom and bro to arrive... (damn hectic!!!)
After I "stayed" for about 1 hour or a little more I went to dinner at Lucky... At Permai there
We celebrated Joise's birthday and I almost got drunk by gulping down a whole glass of whiskey... Almost...
Amazingly I still can drive to Hao Yan's house at Permai... I am that good... (self praising again...)
After that we went to my place again to gamble sumore which we were constantly interrupted by the annoying fireworks next door... Jackee's car alarm always went off...
Then we went to E Hin's girlfriend's house all the way in S2 to gamble sumore... Along with my brother which tagged along... In the end the 1st day I won 40 bucks... Yeah!!! Thats the most I won like forever!!!
Really the best CNY for me thus far!!! ^^



The next day was kinda dull for me...
Coz all of my friends was quite busy in the day so I have to occupy myself by watching the Royal Rumble which had a very shocking finish!!!
At around noon I went to visit my maternal grandmother...
Which most of the time there I was just occupying myself with my iPod and watching 14 Blades on TV... Bored...
We left at about 7 sumthn as I need to go Hui Nee's house...
But before that I had to fetch Yi Cheng which has completely forgotten about it... Zzz
I reached there about 8.30 when I was thought I was late but Im actually the 1st??
In the end Winson, Yun Ying, Wen Yee, Jia Hong, Nelson, Kiu Leong, Zhang Roong & Xin Yi arrived...
We gambled until 10 sumthn then went to A&W to eat...
I think I drunk 4 or 5 cans of Tiger at Hui Nee's house before I left so I insisted I didn drive...
Luckily I didn!!! There was a roadblock on the streets!!! Damn lucky!!!
After that wen went to Xin Yi's house and gamble until 1 sumthn in the morning!!!
Then the next day the adventure continues... (more on part 2...)