Beacon of light

Thank you very much!!!

It really makes me happy after what you have said to me...

Although I know it is all in my head and it is impossible...

Thanks for at least giving me hope

Maybe you thought that its nothing you have done

But it gave me a little bit of happiness even though u don't know it

Thanks for making me your backup or no. 2

It really is the thought that counts

Its just like a match fire in a whole sea of darkness

I don't know how long it will last

But I will cherish every moment of it... Thinking bout it

Please don't take me as a freak or some weirdo...

Its just that I appreciate what you think bout me

All in all... Really thank you!!!

搞不清

喜欢上一个人是什么感觉的呢?

我还是搞不清楚。。。@@

是不是看到你的对象就算可以陪她多一分钟都要呢?

还是时不时有空隙的时间都会要去找她呢?

也觉得跟她走在一起比较多了
我发现最近真的时时对她有这种感觉

就是不知该如何形容

但这就所谓的喜欢上一个人吗?

唉。。。真是很乱。。。

Degree week 7... Self Reflection...

Almost half of the degree have past and Im still very doubtful before today.
Im always thinking whether Biotechnology is really for me?
I've already sat for 3 test in the past 2 weeks.
Chemistry, Mathematics and Sociology
During Chemistry while doing the 1st few questions I was really confident
then it happened... I saw a question that's familiar
it was completely the same from the textbook!!!
and the lecturer said he wont take any question from that part!!!
after that any question from there on i was just shocked...
and my test result everyone can guess it... FAIL!!!
a big fat fail that's staring into my face!!!
the few days that followed I was damn depressed!!!
I keep going around and blaming on that lecturer!!!
While some of my friends share my opinion...
But some simply critisize that it was my mistake and I shouldn't blame on others...
Their word shocked me to the core...
After that I did some self reflecting as my Sociology lecturer would said.
I was so shocked by my F that I couldn't even concentrate on my following tests
until to the radical point I keep thinking whether I'm on the right path
Whether am I really cut out to be in this course.
Until last Sunday I just on my typical studying for the coming MCB(Molecular Cell and Biology) test 1...
While reading I really searched back the curiousity I once has as a kid...
At Monday I even didn't bother to swim as I always does before 10am class
But I simply went to INTI to study (really took me some time to think thru)
After studying for 4 hours in the library and listening to Biotechnology class (this is the 1st time I didn't fell asleep... Haha)
The class was quite interesting...
Then after when I sat for the test it wasn't as hard as I imagined...
But I still have a few question that I really wasnt't sure (not to boast)
I've learnt that although I can't really be good in calculation subjects such as MAthematics and Chemistry I will try my best and just be done with it.
All I need to do now is just put more effort on it coz I failed test 1...Sob...
And that means less facebook time in the future... Haizzz...

多么痛的领悟

这个星期真的是有够特别的
只可以说是很有趣...
在图书馆读了六个小时为了一个小小的quiz...
quiz最难最难给对我来说也是填充吧
真没想到一拿到那张纸的时问题模式竟然是...
比填充还更容易得选择题！！！@@
第二项还有更够力的!!
大家相比万万也想不到foundation级的问题会问到是非题吧...
就是看到这只那个题目我后悔花了六个钟温习
最好是拍回来时不要我自己也做了粗心的错误吧

我筹备了四个礼拜的那一天终于来了
我所organise的小学gathering那天终于来了!!!
很遗憾的是我所邀请的八个人中只有两个人出席
真是悲剧啊!!!
但是信号我们的队长伟庭又帮我邀请多几个人
很不爽的是他竟然比我邀请的人还多
很多小学朋友的改变都不会很大
只有一个我是半信半疑到底是不是他
就是李皓延
（如果你读着这里真的是非常对不起因为起初真的认不出你...）
有些瘦了，有些肥了，有些高了，没有是矮的（你是认为我会这样说的吧...)，当然有些变美了啦
有些得了一些坏习惯但我们是不介意的因为没人是完美的吧
边吃边说边笑，竟然还拍照起来！！
当然还是拍了很多张（请到面子书去看）
吃完火锅又去喝茶，真是好玩
要分开时竟然说依依不舍但是一定会有下次的嘛!!!
我一向来做好人当然也在一些朋友回他们的家
（对嘉欣和嘉琪：对吗？哈哈）

下一天有人提议说我那天的玩笑开得很绝...
我个人却不觉得啊
他后来经过很漫长的解释后我才领悟到
并不是我的笑话而是我所说的话
而是对别人的约定是要守着的，不然的话别人是很难再相信你的
部可以拿忘记来做借口
他还劝我改次在社会上这样可是不行的
这我当然不知嘛，我还没踏足与社会
他说看在朋友上会原谅我，劝我好好改过吧
我领悟了我会尽力改的，毕竟江山易改本性难移嘛
给我一点时间吧
下次会令你看到成绩的

这个拜五又出去和他们喝茶了

真是叫人迫不及待!!!

Very Paiseh!!!

Haizzz...
Really speechless towards myself today...
let other people know very paiseh...
yesterday leh... read physic for 2 hours oso still dun understand...
(SIR U REALLY NOT JOKING!!!)
thn yesterday suddenly have the mood to read chm so study lo...
read until half chp 2 oly...
den today gt the shock of my life...
(actually oso not such a big shock la... but quite paiseh lo...)
whn i enter the train my fren ask me study Chm ady anot...
thn i 傻头傻脑 ask thm y nid study lo...
they say 2day gt test!!!
WTF??!!
gt test?? my calender i marked thursday wo...
so i still half believe him n started reading on de train...

whn i reached INTI de 1sty class was Chm so I asked all my classmate...
really paiseh...
oly now i noe i cant seperate TUESDAY & THURSDAY!!!
luckily i hav time to study 2day if nt 后果不堪设想...
n i manage 2 do all so consider vry lucky ady lo...
BIO test postpone ady so go home can watch ROYAL RUMBLE!!! YAY!!!
Vry vry silly mistake!!!

ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!!!

walao!!!

very long time write my blog ady!!!

rotting liao!!!

haizzzz....

last time completely forgot about it ady le...

don't know want to write what ady...

What about what I done lately??

Change my style lo...

The hat thats have been on top of my head for 35 weeks??

(Yup I've been counting down the days... hehe...)

Its already found a new home thats not on my head...

haizzzz... a little bit emotional when I decided not to wear it

but its for the best... at least for me...

Also influence to change style by the same guy who pursue me to wear hat the 1st time, Mr L

Today had lunch with him 1st time

very fun!!!

(If you don't know you can personally ask me...)

1st time wear the polo shirt lo...

And its belong to my 5 years younger brother sumore...

(Very proud of my physique now...

FINALLY CAN WEAR MY BRO'S SHIRT!!! HAHAHA!!!)

Mr L say not bad so i took his word for it...

Im planning to change my hairstyle since there's nothing on top of my hair anymore...

Haizzzz... sad again...

Waiting for my friend to take me to a barber...

My hair is counting on him le...

Think by next week I'll looked better...

(at least compare with the last time... ^^ )

WISH ME LUCK IN GETTING A NEW LOOK!!!

AND TO MY BELOVED HAT!!!

FORGET YOU I WON'T!!!

Juz Asking...

This is juz a survey im doin...

with the recent changes to my blog

i wanna get ur opinion on shud i make my blog chinese or english

pls leave ur comment...

这只是我要捉的一个调查而已

我在我的部落格里刚刚有了一些bianhua

想得到各位大大deyijian

应该使用话语还是保留英文呢？

请大家留下宁的意见吧

感激不尽！！