Degree week 7... Self Reflection...

Almost half of the degree have past and Im still very doubtful before today.
Im always thinking whether Biotechnology is really for me?
I've already sat for 3 test in the past 2 weeks.
Chemistry, Mathematics and Sociology
During Chemistry while doing the 1st few questions I was really confident
then it happened... I saw a question that's familiar
it was completely the same from the textbook!!!
and the lecturer said he wont take any question from that part!!!
after that any question from there on i was just shocked...
and my test result everyone can guess it... FAIL!!!
a big fat fail that's staring into my face!!!
the few days that followed I was damn depressed!!!
I keep going around and blaming on that lecturer!!!
While some of my friends share my opinion...
But some simply critisize that it was my mistake and I shouldn't blame on others...
Their word shocked me to the core...
After that I did some self reflecting as my Sociology lecturer would said.
I was so shocked by my F that I couldn't even concentrate on my following tests
until to the radical point I keep thinking whether I'm on the right path
Whether am I really cut out to be in this course.
Until last Sunday I just on my typical studying for the coming MCB(Molecular Cell and Biology) test 1...
While reading I really searched back the curiousity I once has as a kid...
At Monday I even didn't bother to swim as I always does before 10am class
But I simply went to INTI to study (really took me some time to think thru)
After studying for 4 hours in the library and listening to Biotechnology class (this is the 1st time I didn't fell asleep... Haha)
The class was quite interesting...
Then after when I sat for the test it wasn't as hard as I imagined...
But I still have a few question that I really wasnt't sure (not to boast)
I've learnt that although I can't really be good in calculation subjects such as MAthematics and Chemistry I will try my best and just be done with it.
All I need to do now is just put more effort on it coz I failed test 1...Sob...
And that means less facebook time in the future... Haizzz...

多么痛的领悟

这个星期真的是有够特别的
只可以说是很有趣...
在图书馆读了六个小时为了一个小小的quiz...
quiz最难最难给对我来说也是填充吧
真没想到一拿到那张纸的时问题模式竟然是...
比填充还更容易得选择题！！！@@
第二项还有更够力的!!
大家相比万万也想不到foundation级的问题会问到是非题吧...
就是看到这只那个题目我后悔花了六个钟温习
最好是拍回来时不要我自己也做了粗心的错误吧

我筹备了四个礼拜的那一天终于来了
我所organise的小学gathering那天终于来了!!!
很遗憾的是我所邀请的八个人中只有两个人出席
真是悲剧啊!!!
但是信号我们的队长伟庭又帮我邀请多几个人
很不爽的是他竟然比我邀请的人还多
很多小学朋友的改变都不会很大
只有一个我是半信半疑到底是不是他
就是李皓延
（如果你读着这里真的是非常对不起因为起初真的认不出你...）
有些瘦了，有些肥了，有些高了，没有是矮的（你是认为我会这样说的吧...)，当然有些变美了啦
有些得了一些坏习惯但我们是不介意的因为没人是完美的吧
边吃边说边笑，竟然还拍照起来！！
当然还是拍了很多张（请到面子书去看）
吃完火锅又去喝茶，真是好玩
要分开时竟然说依依不舍但是一定会有下次的嘛!!!
我一向来做好人当然也在一些朋友回他们的家
（对嘉欣和嘉琪：对吗？哈哈）

下一天有人提议说我那天的玩笑开得很绝...
我个人却不觉得啊
他后来经过很漫长的解释后我才领悟到
并不是我的笑话而是我所说的话
而是对别人的约定是要守着的，不然的话别人是很难再相信你的
部可以拿忘记来做借口
他还劝我改次在社会上这样可是不行的
这我当然不知嘛，我还没踏足与社会
他说看在朋友上会原谅我，劝我好好改过吧
我领悟了我会尽力改的，毕竟江山易改本性难移嘛
给我一点时间吧
下次会令你看到成绩的

这个拜五又出去和他们喝茶了

真是叫人迫不及待!!!

Very Paiseh!!!

Haizzz...
Really speechless towards myself today...
let other people know very paiseh...
yesterday leh... read physic for 2 hours oso still dun understand...
(SIR U REALLY NOT JOKING!!!)
thn yesterday suddenly have the mood to read chm so study lo...
read until half chp 2 oly...
den today gt the shock of my life...
(actually oso not such a big shock la... but quite paiseh lo...)
whn i enter the train my fren ask me study Chm ady anot...
thn i 傻头傻脑 ask thm y nid study lo...
they say 2day gt test!!!
WTF??!!
gt test?? my calender i marked thursday wo...
so i still half believe him n started reading on de train...

whn i reached INTI de 1sty class was Chm so I asked all my classmate...
really paiseh...
oly now i noe i cant seperate TUESDAY & THURSDAY!!!
luckily i hav time to study 2day if nt 后果不堪设想...
n i manage 2 do all so consider vry lucky ady lo...
BIO test postpone ady so go home can watch ROYAL RUMBLE!!! YAY!!!
Vry vry silly mistake!!!

ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE!!!

walao!!!

very long time write my blog ady!!!

rotting liao!!!

haizzzz....

last time completely forgot about it ady le...

don't know want to write what ady...

What about what I done lately??

Change my style lo...

The hat thats have been on top of my head for 35 weeks??

(Yup I've been counting down the days... hehe...)

Its already found a new home thats not on my head...

haizzzz... a little bit emotional when I decided not to wear it

but its for the best... at least for me...

Also influence to change style by the same guy who pursue me to wear hat the 1st time, Mr L

Today had lunch with him 1st time

very fun!!!

(If you don't know you can personally ask me...)

1st time wear the polo shirt lo...

And its belong to my 5 years younger brother sumore...

(Very proud of my physique now...

FINALLY CAN WEAR MY BRO'S SHIRT!!! HAHAHA!!!)

Mr L say not bad so i took his word for it...

Im planning to change my hairstyle since there's nothing on top of my hair anymore...

Haizzzz... sad again...

Waiting for my friend to take me to a barber...

My hair is counting on him le...

Think by next week I'll looked better...

(at least compare with the last time... ^^ )

WISH ME LUCK IN GETTING A NEW LOOK!!!

AND TO MY BELOVED HAT!!!

FORGET YOU I WON'T!!!

Juz Asking...

This is juz a survey im doin...

with the recent changes to my blog

i wanna get ur opinion on shud i make my blog chinese or english

pls leave ur comment...

这只是我要捉的一个调查而已

我在我的部落格里刚刚有了一些bianhua

想得到各位大大deyijian

应该使用话语还是保留英文呢？

请大家留下宁的意见吧

感激不尽！！

下雨天

嗨...

又是一个下雨天，不知为什么今天不想起床。但是又被我要减肥的意志给战胜了（虽然我现在已经很瘦了...)，还是七早八早的去游泳了。哇！下雨天后的泳池水果然是特别的冷，以跳下去不想清醒都不可以。有了一个小时自由式后就马上去冲凉了（了不起吧），因为饿了吗！！但是赵产业只是三篇面包而已，正是可怜。

火车今天不用追，因为十点的课我八点九个字就到了火车站。第一翅在火车上没睡着（因为上一天睡了差不多十个钟，如果睡得下的不是人！）到了nilai又开始下雨了，新奎我有天天戴帽子的习惯，才可以在雨中慢慢的行走（感觉自己很帅...哈哈）

到了inti因为我的课两点才开始所以就拿了书去读书馆闭关。读到中午图纸又饿了所以呆了面包去食堂买了马玲薯泥和一杯热咖啡（图书馆正的冷得...我第一翅看我的指甲可以变成紫色）那时候还下着毛毛雨，所以特别凉快，吃完了由回去冷房。到了两点居然说课取消了，那时还说无所谓。到了十点零一堂课的时候又说取消了...全都是那个颁奖典礼惹的祸。又快快地跑去办公室交功课...有人以为我疯了跑这么快...要赶巴士嘛...幸亏到了巴士还没来。下了巴士又追火车，40分钟就到了芙蓉！！！从inti...新纪录！！！

到那时候雨才停了

然后才看到那个阳光

真是能够提升一个人的情绪啊！！

PS：明天一定要老师给个交待！我老远从芙蓉来只是在图书馆冷了6个钟！今天招商发了个很好的梦中梦，对生命有了不同的看法。不错！

拍照的理由

最近有一个朋友问我为什么我那么喜欢拍照？

拍照...

对我来说是一种纪念吧！

与其说是一种纪念...

不如说是一种思念吧！

我们人都是有性情的生物，

所以思念也能算是一种吧。

我在哪里都不可少了我的相机（和手机是同一架嘛！！）

最近与中学和小学朋友比较多遇到，

所以拍了他们很多张，

难免也会有人不喜欢我这种习惯

但我就是我嘛(我就是这样...突然唱起歌来了）

我拍照也没什么不好吗

只是想在觉得心情低落或寂寞是拿来看看罢了

可以回忆起一起经历的时光

提高一下自己的心情

这也是思念的一种吧

但有人说这已成了痴念

但我不赞同

就算是痴念也没什么不好啊

思念是一种病？简直是无稽之谈

思念有何不可

可以回忆起以前以死党的美好时光

（我平时没事做都会这样）

所以说拍照并没不好，对我说是我生命的一部分。