Update on 4th Semester... (part 1)

My current semester is a short semester... So it will be more packed although only 2 subjects...
Biochemistry 2 (Sigh...) and Genetics 2 (okay lo...)
Time table's normal except the fact that there is only 2 hours class on Tuesday... 9-11 only...
Cant they move it to other day and make it no class that day? Very troublesome for me just to go there for 2 freakin hours...
At least this time the lab journals were better than my last short semester as one group only produces one journal... my workload decreased 2-4 folds...
Lab partner for both was May Xian aka Kiam aka Lynn...

Really nothing much this semester thus far... Except that...
Could see that the ugly side of some people... Such as people spilling their beans about other people in front of me... Really cant resist these guys... In order to get on the good side of people they can take advantage by using the secrets their friends entrusted them with... Disgusted by it...
If you really can't keep a secret better don't tell the guy who told you that you can...
You think you may have gained the interest of the person you told it to... But if the person is really smart they will take cautious of you instead of being more friend with you...

Next is something from last semester... Really had no regrets helping a lecturer with her workshop...
First it was really interesting although that was not my 1st time doing Restriction Enzyme Digestion...
Second manage to make a few friends on the way... Students from a girl school in Melaka... Think it was called SMK Infant Jesus or something... Sorry if I get it wrong...
Knew a Tweeter fanatic and a Belieber (although I'm not a big fan of him...)
Quite a nice person to chat with and very fun person...
Really nice still can communicate with her but I seldom use Tweeter now... ; (
But I'm sure we will chat soon... XD

The tension seems to be escalating between me and somebody until to the brink of... Well I don't know what's the appropriate word to put it...
At first it was just the silent treatment where I don't mind her business and she don't mind mine...
But once in a while she still approach me to ask something... I still have the decency to answer her...
After a while she started deeming me as untrustworthy and those of cheating other people...
Then things starts to get nasty... Where we started to argue (would be an understatement...) in front of the whole BBTEI... I don't think the lecturer was there... Was he??
Then we started argue once every time we make any kind of communication...
My friend said you must not respond to anything she said if you are a gentleman...
HELL NO... That ain't a gentleman... That's a quitter... Just because I'm a guy and she's a she I have to let her win?? That's sexism...

Well that's all the update for the 1st part of this semester... Hope the next half will be better...

Haizzz...

Hmmm... Seems like there is a lot of people out there... Who like to stuck their noses on other people's business... Really hate keh poh people...
Well a very good example will be my previous post...
I don't mind if you comment on it if you do know me or let me know your identity...
Or at least don't just make an account out at the instant u saw my post and just want to comment on it...
And worse yet there are some people that have nothing better to do then to waste their time and imitate other people's name and talk trash about it...

Well seems that one good had come out from it and I wanted to thank them...
They thought me that I don't need to be affected by everybody and I AM MY OWN SELF...
My world doesn't revolve around them so f**k off...
And oh yeah... Whatever you say can't affect me... You make me think more positive...
Stick and stone may break my bone... But your criticism?? Hell... I can't think of something less affecting then them...
My world does not revolve around you... Maybe some people but definitely not YOU!!!
How I think is my choice... If your advice is any good I'll accept it but don't expect me to accept everything... I'll been down that road...
Whatever criticism I will accept it as long as it doesn't sound so harsh and vulgar and rude...

Please do not think Im mentioning you if you are not involved in this... Don't be so sensitive... This may not involve you...

Reality...

Hmmm...
Really learnt something this week...
There is nothing in this world that you do you can get back 100%
That is just naive thinking for little children...
I was too blinded or emotionally shook to realize that...

When people do approach you...
Most of the time they only want to get something from you...
Or want to take advantage of you...
There is no such people that find you with no intention of themselves gaining something...
I learnt that the hard way...
The silent maiden who spoke only with the intention something of you...

There is no real friends...
And the phrase friends forever is for fools...
Its really just a matter of time before they truly betray you...
By that time it will be too late and you will be shook to your core...
Then the true nature will be seen thru and it will be the ugliest thing u ever see...
There's nothing more sinister than a person who cares nothing but its own benefit...

Farewell...

I REALLY REALLY HATE IT!!!
Really hate those people who want to stick their nose up other people's business
And the worse part is they don't even know what's going on!!!
They pretend they do and just accuse anybody they hate that the person is wrong...
They don't even have the decency to go and check and their stubbornness prevents them from the truth...

At first you think your so called "advice" is any use to me?
Isolating me from my other friends...
Just that you don't like them does not mean that I have to follow in your footsteps and hate them too!!!
You have to learn that not everybody in this world can follow to every word you say...
I think the only person is your soulmate... if he is unfortunate enough...

It's just a different way where people communicate... And they think its a quarrel...
They just think that most of the time they are correct but... REALITY CHECK!!! They are not...
And they think they can use something as pity as friendship to intimidate me...
Well with friends like these... Who needs enemies?
All I need to say is its hardly been a pleasure knowing you...
And the misery that you had caused me you don't even realize...

I'm better off alone... Your words have brought me nothing but emotional stress...
Goodbye to you...

A message to my current self...

Things had really got out of hand for me...
I should have paid more attention to the signals...
But who am I to blame...
Maybe I'm a little stubborn...
Ignore it and just bear with the consequences...
How hard could it be? Well as I had found out now... REAL HARD!!!
If I could just heed the advice of others and stop and think for a while...
Just don't go rushing at it...
Maybe you can see a clearer picture...
Instead of just rushing at it and wanting to hear or think what you want to think...
That is very selfish of me and at the end of the day the only casualty is me...
Just reconsider for a while...
Not to say give up completely...
You are an educated person... Don't go around like a savage...
Didn't you get that lesson already before?
One little mistake of all or nothing has made matters from bad to worse before...
The experiment had been wrong... Stop dwelling around or crying over spill milk...
Think of way to improve it, make a discussion... or better yet... Design another one...
With now you really have nothing to loose...
REALLY STOP AND THINK FOR ONE F**KING WHILE DAMNIT!!!


But deep inside I know its simply too easy to say and too hard to do...
I'm in too deep and reluctant to let go...
Its always going to end with a no...
Its a destined end for the show...

Saturday night outing...

Saturday was planning to go out for a movie for a long time...
SUCKER PUNCH!!! Hell Yeah!!!
Been waiting for a long time to watch this movie since the trailer came out...
Really a great movie!!! Although the plot was not good enough but the crazy graphic made up for it...
The ending was especially nice... Combination of the song with th ending almost made me cry...
The movie cost me RM12... I had one complementary coupon but because it was a new movie so it cannnot be used... Damn expensive but in the end the movie was worth it... ^^

Was in a hurry in the beginning as the movie started 6.30 but i left my house at around 5.30...
Luckily there was a parking near the loading platform at Jusco...
But because I forgot to turn my car before parking... Getiing the car out would be a pain in the ass...
It took me almost 15 minutes just to reverse my car out of the spot...

One of the reason I would spend my Saturday to watch movie is due to SUCKER PUNCH... I had been anticipating this Zack Snyder's piece of art for a long time...
Another was to attend the yum cha by winson and jia hong... But in the end it was cancelled due to Winson's tiredness... TMD

In the end I went to eat Chow Kuey Teow... Alone..
But dont know why everytime I saw the young girl there I will not feel emo... I wonder...
Was quite emo at that time when thinking about something... And someone...
The way I think that she is evading me... Like Im some kind of monster or abomination always make me sad...
Another thing is about the presentation stuff... Made me quite emotional... Haizzz...
But after my meal I think that my troubles had declined abit... Haha...

Well here's a poster of SUCKER PUNCH... ENJOY!!!

If you don't stand for anything, you'll fall for everything - Wise Man (Sucker Punch... Where else??)

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                     

Next time should really think 1st... But... Is it really my fault?

Having my poster presentation today... 1st time we are doing it...
Well the term poster is just a fancy name for a single piece of slideshow... LOL
This is the 1st time that I actually didn't involve in making the poster...
I think I didn't involve in doing anything at all except went and ask the lecturer how it should be done...
Seriously need to thanks my group members Jing Yi, Chloe and Becky!!!
Really sorry I didn't do anything!!! Hope I can repay you next time if we are in the same group again!!! XD

Frankly speaking I never had a real look at the poster being that there were a test earlier in the morning... And I spent all my time in studying GEN... LOL...
In the end I just did 80% of my part... wait... 70% of my part were reading... And the rest... Well I cracked a few jokes but whether did it worked? I had to leave that to the audiences... But  they don't seem to amused to me...

Really annoyed when I was used as an example for somebody else's part...
It was like critisizing me but with positive results... I think in a way I'm popular in class now... XD
Stupid XXY... Keep using me as example and critisizing me afterwards...

But the thing that caught most of my attention was during Tze Xin, Debra and Bei Ru's presentation...
I think their group I paid most of the attention...
But at the end I ask question to Tze Xin... And her reaction was...
Lets just say we were looking into each other's eyes... Not the romantic type but more of the... Dazing type...
Then she said she don't know how to answer but actually she already answer in her presentation.
In the end she accused me of ruining her presentation by asking that question...
She started getting furious at me and then just walked away...
But after that she just walked away saying she forgive me... WTH?? Mood swings?
I accompanied her back halfway and she said she wasn't mad anymore but who in the world know whether is that the truth...

Later I chat with my other friend he said that it was her fault don't know how to answer...
And some more wanted to blame on other people...
But that time I also don't know what am I suppose to think about...
Because my question was also quite complex...
Is it my fault or hers? In the end undecided...

In the end I just want to state that I'm really sorry and wished that you really forgive me...