无言又可悲

Haizzz.....

今天真是无言啊!!!!!

吃午饭时的无奈，图书馆里的无所事事，火车站的无聊...

因为平时一起吃饭的人不得空... ==

最无言的是有人告诉我一些不知对不对的info...

问当事人说没这回事，你说没我就当没，因为也不可做什么的...

但拜托可以把事情弄清楚才对别人说吗?

弄到人家很疑惑的... zzz...

有一件事我万万也想不到，我的MCB讲师竟然是迷星座的!!!

WALAO!!! 还是Dr 的讲师!!! 想不到!!! shock!!!

那天有抽空问他我的星座--天秤座

忧柔寡断，公平处事，会听全方面的提议

还说会很需要伴侣，这是因为他们只有在别人身上才看到自己的用处，

如果不是他们会很情绪化(emo) 很对!!!

要学在自己身上学会自己的value

唯一有点错的是说我有艺术感(完全错！！！)

巨蟹座的很好笑。。。

说现在没有和少要有伴侣的意识

但以后这意识会很强，会很desperate...

哈哈!!!完全配合我的一个朋友!!!

今天跟小学朋友去喝茶...才知道我读了这么多书还是很无知...

haizzz...很多普通常识我都不知道...堕落...

很有可能是我交的另一班朋友，现在想起他们可是可悲

只会说些无聊的事(不是说我小学的朋友)

有问到他们如何找一女朋友，或最求她们

他们却说我需要换形象，因为我现在的衣着打扮不是很好

我就想我个人用钱已经很省得了，哪里会花钱在打扮上

是不是都要付出这样的代价?

有或者是我本身和她无缘呢?

说不了解又不是，因为我还常常跟她相处

说久一点又不会太快啊，因为都差不多半年了

说要求太高又不会，普普通通罢了

就是觉得有东西隔着...haizzzz

那天还喝了几瓶酒，还可以驾车，还是不够爽

因该要更多但带不够钱，又忘了拍照

过后又round 2去tarot去中学朋友的生日

本来只是想说声生日快乐罢了，哪里知道又开始吃蛋糕了...

然后他们又开始说些无聊的话了

又我喜欢谁和谁，谁比谁好，完全是无跟据的事

我都懒得理他们，每次都说回一样的东西，他们不闷我都闷

装傻看樯壁还好，最容易的是什么都不说他们自然会停

还说我喝醉，真是可笑之极

1st week... Semester 2 Degree...

Finally... Starting of my new semester for degree...

My money from working 2 weeks during the holiday were 60% gone by now...

Was working in enrolment during the 1st few days...

Really easy job... Coz u get paid by doing practically easy jobs...

Especially on the last day when I was mostly going online... XD

During the last few days of my break I took some time to rearrange my book shelf...

And I promised myself that I would resist myself from buying any books until December...

The 1st thing I saw during my 1st day in the new semester was... guess what?

They were selling 2nd hand books in front of the bakery at INTI...

Finally I couldn't resist restrain myself & bought almost RM50 worth of books...

Haizzz... After that I barely have RM10 in my wallet... WHAT WAS I THINKING???

I can't believe I fell asleep on the 1st day of the class... Chemistry!!!

I think the reason that I was sick and tired after working half day was no excuse...

But really?? On the 1st day?? (that was the respond my friends gave me... haha)

After being taught 1 week I am a bit worried about CHM2252...

Because the lecturer only hav taught the 1st chapter!!!

We have another 12 to go in the remainding 6 weeks of class!!!

OMG!!! How are we going to make it!!! @.@

And am I the only person worrying about that??

MCB2222 was quite interesting because the lecturer was quite a funny person...

And the thing I didn't expect was anybody to remember my hat wearing days...

Especially a lecturer in the degree level... Haizzzz...

All in all...

I was quite happy to meet a few of my friends...

Such as Sujee, Ji-Zhang and Yi Wei to name a few...

And something very interesting happened on the Thursday class of MCB...

Haha... At least it is for me than for the person concerned... (please don't ask me who...)

Really learn a lot from that... Haha...

有够不幸。。。

两天前真的有够不幸运咯!!!

在红灯也可以车被撞的。。。(AST附近那边，靠近T2的路口)

而且还是给巴士撞!!!

撞到我bumper和boot都坏了，幸亏驾回家的时候没掉下。。。

巴士却什么都没有伤

那个驾巴士的跟我讲以为我要走了

喂。。。大佬。。。你puasa傻了啊?

前面车走着我怎样过?

幸好他有写他的电话，名字和IC号码给我。。。

然后又要去警察局报案。。。

麻烦到!!! >.<

然后第二天又要来申请他的调查结果

酱我就没话可说因为第一天是过了office hour，所以第二天又来

最顶不顺的是。。。第三天。。。

问了保险公司过后要怎样?

他说等报告。。。就打电话问警局，他说要填form。。。

我说昨天那个clerk又没有讲。。。

他说要就一定要填form。。。最后还是特地去S2

问他几时可以拿到?

他竟然说。。。27/9!!!

现在3/9他要我月尾才可以拿车去修理!!!

walao 他讲因为马来人过年，我真是给他扎到!!!

现在我要等到那天拿车去修理才可以驾。。。

我的假期就这样完了。。。

而且还不是我的错。。。我是给人家撞的T_T

给我那么多麻烦。。。我真是不幸。。。

HOLIDAY STARTED!!!

Finally my holiday started already!!! WOHOO!!!

After 15 weeks of gruelling 1st sem of degree... Its finally that long awaited holiday...

But 6 weeks is a little too long if you ask me...

The last paper today was a little disappointing

I just studied the past year papers and didn really rely on her tips

Haizzz... Ended up wasting 20++ marks and thr goes my A for this subject...

But overall the final was OK... For my standard bcoz i really studied like hell for it...

But that doesn apply for maths which I dunno whether I can pass anot... (hope I can ><)

Today was the last day of my 1st sem so I have to settle a personal matter...

It has kept me very depressed for these past weeks

(okay I admit Im a little emotional but can u blame me?)

Lemme fill u in on the details... Imagine this...

You are thinking about the boring 1 month long holiday...

(this happened a few weeks past long before the holiday btw...)

So you go find one of the fren who accompany you to holiday at the last sem (not going to mention name here... Im going to get hammered later if I do...)

I ask her any plans for the holiday she say no without hesitation...

Thn after a week I saw her again and I joined her along with a fren in the bakery...

The fren ask any plans for holiday... Guess what she says... YES!!! (of all the nerves!!)

Thn I just said I want in also... but she say cant... bcoz oly 1 space left...

And the next thing really shocked me... SHE ASKED THE FREN BESIDE ME!!!

I was really speechless thn bcoz im under de impression that im not wanted...

So i juz said I hav sumthn to do n left... Its really depressing u noe... What will u feel if u were in my shoes?? T__T

I finally have given myself a closure by telling it to the "fren"

And its really up to her whether she wanted to tell her...

After tat it really gave me a sign of relieve... And I felt sad no more...(at least for the moment...)

Haizzz... I dun get to c her for another month... Abit down...

Admit that I got abit feeling towards her... But sad I cant go out wif her as planned... Haizzz

But hope in holiday I can still keep in touch wif her...

Thinking back my 1st sem degree really meet a few of new good frens...

Ji-Zhang and Sujee among others...

But really got other ppl but too many to mention... haha (no offense...)

Today went to watch EXPENDABLES... IT WAS REALLY AWESOME!!!

And I finally knew what the trailer meant by a mangasm... coz i juz had 1... lol

Damn alot of actions... Your head c an really explode form the awesomeness!!!

The only thing is that I thought Steve Austin going to initiate the STUNNER!!!

But he did manage to chokeslam a whole lot of ppl including sylvester stallone and randy couture

Really everybody who thinks he is a man shud go watch this movie!!!

At least thats wat most of the review said...

WOW!!! I've written so much!!! @.@

4 weeks didn touch my blog... of coz alot to write... haha

Thats all for now... Until next time... Im Tiny... And this is my life...

Beacon of light

Thank you very much!!!

It really makes me happy after what you have said to me...

Although I know it is all in my head and it is impossible...

Thanks for at least giving me hope

Maybe you thought that its nothing you have done

But it gave me a little bit of happiness even though u don't know it

Thanks for making me your backup or no. 2

It really is the thought that counts

Its just like a match fire in a whole sea of darkness

I don't know how long it will last

But I will cherish every moment of it... Thinking bout it

Please don't take me as a freak or some weirdo...

Its just that I appreciate what you think bout me

All in all... Really thank you!!!

搞不清

喜欢上一个人是什么感觉的呢?

我还是搞不清楚。。。@@

是不是看到你的对象就算可以陪她多一分钟都要呢?

还是时不时有空隙的时间都会要去找她呢?

也觉得跟她走在一起比较多了
我发现最近真的时时对她有这种感觉

就是不知该如何形容

但这就所谓的喜欢上一个人吗?

唉。。。真是很乱。。。

Degree week 7... Self Reflection...

Almost half of the degree have past and Im still very doubtful before today.
Im always thinking whether Biotechnology is really for me?
I've already sat for 3 test in the past 2 weeks.
Chemistry, Mathematics and Sociology
During Chemistry while doing the 1st few questions I was really confident
then it happened... I saw a question that's familiar
it was completely the same from the textbook!!!
and the lecturer said he wont take any question from that part!!!
after that any question from there on i was just shocked...
and my test result everyone can guess it... FAIL!!!
a big fat fail that's staring into my face!!!
the few days that followed I was damn depressed!!!
I keep going around and blaming on that lecturer!!!
While some of my friends share my opinion...
But some simply critisize that it was my mistake and I shouldn't blame on others...
Their word shocked me to the core...
After that I did some self reflecting as my Sociology lecturer would said.
I was so shocked by my F that I couldn't even concentrate on my following tests
until to the radical point I keep thinking whether I'm on the right path
Whether am I really cut out to be in this course.
Until last Sunday I just on my typical studying for the coming MCB(Molecular Cell and Biology) test 1...
While reading I really searched back the curiousity I once has as a kid...
At Monday I even didn't bother to swim as I always does before 10am class
But I simply went to INTI to study (really took me some time to think thru)
After studying for 4 hours in the library and listening to Biotechnology class (this is the 1st time I didn't fell asleep... Haha)
The class was quite interesting...
Then after when I sat for the test it wasn't as hard as I imagined...
But I still have a few question that I really wasnt't sure (not to boast)
I've learnt that although I can't really be good in calculation subjects such as MAthematics and Chemistry I will try my best and just be done with it.
All I need to do now is just put more effort on it coz I failed test 1...Sob...
And that means less facebook time in the future... Haizzz...